I am not very forthcoming about my "feelings" and all of that shit, when I have been it becomes a regrettable experience because I have poor judgement when it comes to who I am forthcoming with. My own fault, the brain should always rule the heart.
Anyways, I have been under some pressure of late. When this happens I start to question the security of everything. So I seek reassurance from my friends in the form of one simple question. If you're too weak to answer honestly or if you can't be fucking bothered answering because you're a selfish cockhead, then you can get fucked. I won't want to know you. It's a such a small thing to try and rely on people for.
In short, thankyou very much for answering, you know who you are.
I have my six month review coming up at work. It might not sound like a big deal but it is to me. IS IS IS. The security thing. It's huge.
I am worried because my boss doesn't like me and I frankly, have no respect for the stupid, pretentious woman. And I have one of those faces. My smile is as fake as it gets and my eyes shoot laser beams worse than a tired lapdancer trying to work a bar full of pissed businessmen.
The only thing standing between my fist and your face, your teeth and following through to your purple, leathery arsehole is MONEY MONEY MONEY and everything it represents for me.
Either that or I look cringey and go off to shelve looking like I'm about to boo-hoo.
I also put a deposit on a scooter. This was a big deal too. I figure I can learn as slow as I like and if I'm really not comfortable I can always just re-sell. Nothing offensive under the spoiler, I just don't want it in my face so to speak.
Anyways, I have been under some pressure of late. When this happens I start to question the security of everything. So I seek reassurance from my friends in the form of one simple question. If you're too weak to answer honestly or if you can't be fucking bothered answering because you're a selfish cockhead, then you can get fucked. I won't want to know you. It's a such a small thing to try and rely on people for.
In short, thankyou very much for answering, you know who you are.
I have my six month review coming up at work. It might not sound like a big deal but it is to me. IS IS IS. The security thing. It's huge.
I am worried because my boss doesn't like me and I frankly, have no respect for the stupid, pretentious woman. And I have one of those faces. My smile is as fake as it gets and my eyes shoot laser beams worse than a tired lapdancer trying to work a bar full of pissed businessmen.
The only thing standing between my fist and your face, your teeth and following through to your purple, leathery arsehole is MONEY MONEY MONEY and everything it represents for me.
Either that or I look cringey and go off to shelve looking like I'm about to boo-hoo.
I also put a deposit on a scooter. This was a big deal too. I figure I can learn as slow as I like and if I'm really not comfortable I can always just re-sell. Nothing offensive under the spoiler, I just don't want it in my face so to speak.
I think I am going to cut my hair 
I think I look like one of these with long hair...
I cut my hair. Collar bone length
I am going to be useless until at least Friday...and maybe after that too. Sorry.
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Are we still going to the rockabilly thing?
Another unknown fact, I used to compete in rock & roll dancing until i busted 3 ribs....