And so, with eyes afronting and chin up, I must admit this whole moving deal is not without its downs.
That is to say, in short, I miss the Edmonton Folk. My family's been pretty reluctant on the call me up and see how me is doing front and I'm finding that doggonit I miss em. Especially my niece, I bet she's grown like 11...
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That is to say, in short, I miss the Edmonton Folk. My family's been pretty reluctant on the call me up and see how me is doing front and I'm finding that doggonit I miss em. Especially my niece, I bet she's grown like 11...
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So, on Massive Road Trip 2006 I stopped in Montana. Found myself a cozy little motel and a great restaurant serving Thai Pizza. Yumyumyummy for oranges for nuts on my pizza. So very very good.
Anyways, sitting by myself, miinding my own business, drinking my beer, and fellow from the neighboring table starts chatting with me and invites me over to join him and his...
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Anyways, sitting by myself, miinding my own business, drinking my beer, and fellow from the neighboring table starts chatting with me and invites me over to join him and his...
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The last two days have been full of excitementaroonie.
Flew out to Toronto Sunday morning. My dad had called me Saturday offering me a ride, and though I had already decided I wanted to drive myself down (partly for some 'I can do it on my own' stamina, partly because I don't return until 1:00 AM and I don't want to inconvenience anyone), I figured,...
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Flew out to Toronto Sunday morning. My dad had called me Saturday offering me a ride, and though I had already decided I wanted to drive myself down (partly for some 'I can do it on my own' stamina, partly because I don't return until 1:00 AM and I don't want to inconvenience anyone), I figured,...
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Tomorrow I begin the middle third of my life.
New city, new country, new home, new goals.
Fhuck yeah.
New city, new country, new home, new goals.
Fhuck yeah.
I'd like to say I had a bad case of insomnia last week because that sounds so tragic, but it'd really only be slightly true. I didn't sleep because I chose not to, not because I couldn't. I couldn't sleep only one day out of 5, I chose not to sleep for the other 4. Now I feel like I had a 10 day week...
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aspasia:
Wow. I hate insomnia. It makes me crazy if it goes on from longer than a few days.
Two things on my Mind of Late:
1) How do people (esp emplyers) evaluate one's worth - I'm strickly talking about dollars per hour here. I heard a few weeks ago that one of my clients is disappointed with me and so I've been busting my ass, putting in 65 hour weeks to try to make the client happy. I've done some really really good...
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1) How do people (esp emplyers) evaluate one's worth - I'm strickly talking about dollars per hour here. I heard a few weeks ago that one of my clients is disappointed with me and so I've been busting my ass, putting in 65 hour weeks to try to make the client happy. I've done some really really good...
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I've taken up a new hobby.
Singing in the car to righteous Nick Cave and Black Tape for a Blue Girl.
More bellowing than singing per say, but I guess you can't win em all.
Singing in the car to righteous Nick Cave and Black Tape for a Blue Girl.
More bellowing than singing per say, but I guess you can't win em all.
These are the times we make Noises.
I'm struggling to understand and move on from this. But it's not easy. All I think I'm really doing is not thinking about it. Is that what people do? Is that what we do to avoid these feelings of loss? I don't want to...
What I want to do is call her, and say how I understand that...
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I'm struggling to understand and move on from this. But it's not easy. All I think I'm really doing is not thinking about it. Is that what people do? Is that what we do to avoid these feelings of loss? I don't want to...
What I want to do is call her, and say how I understand that...
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ON/OFF
Had a rerun. Same chronic smoking, same hand shaking, same reasoning. Different person. Different person but so much alike.
And now, sitting at the end of a burn, I feel let down again. Again, one has chosen to end a really great relationship because they can't handle it. They can't have a relationship.
I don't understand this. I can only accept it, knowing that...
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Had a rerun. Same chronic smoking, same hand shaking, same reasoning. Different person. Different person but so much alike.
And now, sitting at the end of a burn, I feel let down again. Again, one has chosen to end a really great relationship because they can't handle it. They can't have a relationship.
I don't understand this. I can only accept it, knowing that...
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Feeling the color of a deep bruise.
So, I'm now officially been tossed aside. I don't know what happened, things were great, there was nothing that I sensed that would cause this. But now it's been a week since we last talked, I've called 4 times, and I'm really really down about how this ends.
A little history lesson inserted here now - she almost...
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So, I'm now officially been tossed aside. I don't know what happened, things were great, there was nothing that I sensed that would cause this. But now it's been a week since we last talked, I've called 4 times, and I'm really really down about how this ends.
A little history lesson inserted here now - she almost...
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