cookiemonster

*Sigh* I'm a fucking idiot..

About twenty minutes after watching myself bleed.. I realized how dumb it all was..

I've wrapped my wrists up.. I'm going to be okay.. I lost a lot of blood but I'm going to be fine..

Thanks for caring everybody... it's nice to know you all are here. *Sigh* I'm not going to let that bitch take away a life...
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My fiancee has been cheating on me.

I've just sliced open my wrists and I'm bleeding heavily.. I can't see through the tears.. this has happened easily twice before.. I'm sick of living..

I don't expect to live beyond a few hours.. I could care less.. nobody else could care less..

Goodbye everybody.. it was nice knowing you while it lasted...

I've possibly just seen the single most sexiest thing I coujld ever lay my eyes on in all the years I've spent on this planet and all the years ater...

Yeah.. that sentence was poorly constructed.. but I really don't give a flying fuck..

The newest video set with Erin, Claudia, and Zona.. but understandable both Claudia and Zona really didn't hold a match to...
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I highly doubt that I'll ever ferret my way into SGSF. Partially because, well, I'm such a loser, and partially because I can't keep my mouth shut when I know I should.

It'd be great to be a sarcastic asshole if I was funny.. but sadly, I'm just a sarcastic asshole with a fixation for really fuzzy blankets and a hopeless crush on one obvious...
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Hm... well.. that proved to be a wasted effort.

Well damn. I just can't do it.. I just can't decide who is my third favorite Suicide Girl.

I can't decide.. can't at all. So here's what I'm going to do.. I'm going to hold a vote. Everybody tell me who is your number one favorite Suicide Girl of all time and, if you want to, you can tell me why. Zoe and Erin are...
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I have no friends..

I'm SUCH a loser.. in the eyes of SG.com

I have a question... anybody can share their opinion but I doubt I'll get a lot of people reading this journal to do so anyways.

There's been this girl.. Thea... man.. she's absolutely fucking perfect. Ever since I laid eyes on her... I knew I'd never see anything more perfect. That was back in ninth grade, mind you.

I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY! As...
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If you were to ask me how I was right now on a scale of one to ten... I'd have to say I'm fuckin' disco inferno. Meagan sent me an e-mail with the kind of amity I rarely see out of her. Yeah.. you're going to read it.

Dear Josh
.I love you and I wish you were here with me. It's raining. I want...
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Well slap my ass and call me a bitch!

But don't.. actually.. because I have a sensative ass... anyways..

I have to admit.. the girls on this site are sort of a mixed bag. While some are almost painfully beautiful (such as.. Erin or Zoe) others I could really live my life without seeing naked.. (they will go unnamed.. for diplomacy's sake).

But today, out...
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It's hard to bring up an accurate image you can use to help you better understand how my day has been while avoiding something tiresome and unoriginal like... a woman having sex with multiple partners at the same time. But with that said.. I think you get the general idea.

Everybody wanted something from me... and everybody wanted something from me with a deadline of...
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*Grumbles* Journal entries on this site.. what a waste of time...