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what i learned today:

the video for "total eclipse of the heart" by bonnie tyler... has ninjas in it.

rad.

"turn around, bright eyes"

*THWACK!*

it also has male dancers who are dressed like he-man. and its completely earnest. will pop culture ever be like this again? one can only hope.

i nearly cut off my finger this morning. luckily there's bones in fingers, which stopped the cut.

its funny, you see alot of blood and obvious damage, but it didnt really hurt. way less than a papercut.

i think a key to happiness is to produce more than you consume. and i mean that in all aspects, wether its physically building something, or building a relationship, or building somebody up emotionally, or creating positive results through your job etc.

just produce more than you consume.

if you feel yourself idly consuming... television, emotions, food, drink... stop for a second and see if...
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hmmm...

the more going on internally, the less displayed externally.

if you keep the cat in the bag long enough, it will suffocate and die. then you don't have to deal with it.



i get some money tomorrow, but i'm hungry NOW. i want a cc club blt pretty fucking bad. i'm considering giving a few hand jobs at the bus stop to raise the...
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its all windy and gray and perfect outside.


sigh.

i'll probably be taking an SG break when my account runs out at the end of the month. maybe i'll rejoin when 9 dollars a month doesn't make a huge impact on my budget.

plus that should cut down my internet routine by at least a half hour a day.


i have a crush; i'm hoping she reaches muse status. because although i need a...
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i hate waking up alone smelling like perfume.