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i watched dogville last night... i thought it was outstanding. it is a bit long, but the way its divided into chapters allowed for a good sandwich break. nicole kidman was incredible in it. i thought.

also, been watching carnivale... just finished episode 6. fuck yes i love this show! i'm digging it yeah. michael j. anderson rocks. somebody needs to cast him in more stuff.



i have a headache. the only thing i want to do is sleep it off, but i'm not so tired. and i dont really want to sleep right now. but it feels like my best option.

i want to do something i've never done on a saturday night: take a book somewhere and read and sip coffee. but again, i have a splitting headache and reading would not be fun.

i think i will nap. then, perhaps, do the reading thing. then, perhaps, watch the midnight screening of "the goonies." i havnt seen that in forever, i think it would be neat.

maybe i should take some tylenol or something. i never used that stuff, mainly because i rarely get headaches, but also because i just dont think they work. i'm a fucking.. um... pharmecutical luddite. or something...



nap now.


:: THREE HOURS LATER... ::

my headache feels like... my brain feels like a marshmellow squeezed into a thimble. the light from this computer moniter is almost, it is unbearable. is this what a migraine is? i dont think so, i think its just a bad headache. but wtat the fuck??..

i took 2 ibuprophren. hopefully it makes me into a believer.