okay, so feeling very discouraged right now 
... I was not approved to work with Oryx. So I'm out on my own again. I don't even know what they're looking for anymore! I don't know what to do! Why couldn't I be approved to work with Oryx? this sucks so much, it's really hard on the self esteem, i mean, I know I'm not everyday pretty, I'm not what standard 'hot' is. and I've accepted that, I'm actually happy that I'm not that way. But I thought here I could feel sexy and beautiful, here where all kinds of women are seen as sexy and beautiful. But no...
I plan to try again on my own, I think. I'm just feeling really, really discouraged.
... I was not approved to work with Oryx. So I'm out on my own again. I don't even know what they're looking for anymore! I don't know what to do! Why couldn't I be approved to work with Oryx? this sucks so much, it's really hard on the self esteem, i mean, I know I'm not everyday pretty, I'm not what standard 'hot' is. and I've accepted that, I'm actually happy that I'm not that way. But I thought here I could feel sexy and beautiful, here where all kinds of women are seen as sexy and beautiful. But no...
I plan to try again on my own, I think. I'm just feeling really, really discouraged.
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much can make us feel low but disregard any notion you may have on how the "approval department" feels . you are vary beautiful because you are you
and on the other hand you are sexy too