I just couldn't look at that last entry without getting myself upset. All is not necessarily well, but the pain has dulled at bit. I have to admit I've not been the "perfect angel" myself, BUT I HAVE NOT SLEPT WITH ANYONE ELSE IN SEVEN AND A HALF MUTHAFUCKIN YEARS!! (Sorry, still a little sore)
I'm trying to admit what I've said and done wrong...
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I'm trying to admit what I've said and done wrong...
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laceyk:
Fuck him!!! Don't give him angry break up sex, start to, and then let go with his blueballs, or better yet kick em in em, and see how fast he fucks another person again.
cunninglinquist:
I honestly think the anger sex will only make it worse. It will hurt you for a long time after he is gone.
The devestating blows just don't stop in my world. Had myself a little car "accident" this morning in my new car, then one of my best friends got himself in a fender bender. But the topper to my day was having it confirmed that, yes, the love of my life, the man I've given the last 7 1/2 years to, the person I feel closer...
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formerviking:
Not that I've ever done that ( I all but one time ended relationships still being friends with the lady ) , but you have to realize that some guys have fragile egos & only know one way to end things . They have to feel that it was cause they wanted it to end , not the lady . That way they salvage a bit of their manhood , such as it is . I'm not making excuses for the guy ( always thought it was one of those things guys did that made it bad for the rest of us who aren't assholes ) , just trying to explain it .
Bad shit seems to come in droves for me too . Just hang in there , eventually you'll work your way through it . Then some good shit will come your way & make it all go away
Bad shit seems to come in droves for me too . Just hang in there , eventually you'll work your way through it . Then some good shit will come your way & make it all go away
apple:
<33
<33
Not going to be around a whole hell of alot for the next few days. My internet was shut off in teh old place, and I've yet to get a router for the new one.
I got lots done today, though. It's amazing how much more I'm willing to bust my ass when entertainment via internet/cable tv is no longer there. Not having him there...
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I got lots done today, though. It's amazing how much more I'm willing to bust my ass when entertainment via internet/cable tv is no longer there. Not having him there...
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tinyhobo:
i will be calling you soon
so be prepared
so be prepared
cunninglinquist:
I'm cutting it WAY too close for comfort, me too
I just kicked Greek boy out, helped him pack, and told him I never want to see him again. Anybody got a valium?
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cuntrebecca:
I don't think you need a valium...you need something a little more potent, like a snatch! 
monroe:
Wow. Keep your head up.
One more week. I'm moving into my new home next Tuesday. No more apartment, no more dorky hippie neighbors who vacuum too much and make weird noises when they screw, no more leaky bathroom ceiling, no more searching for a parking spot at night, no more cheap ass windows that leak air and water.
I started my new bedroom ceiling last week and it was...
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I started my new bedroom ceiling last week and it was...
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quirky:
Say, what nasty shit have you and Ilectra talked about. I could PM you volumes of our hot conversations. 
ember:
You know, if I'm ever single in the future and you need some lady-cuddlin'....
*wink wink*
And you said get 'er done. My mom says that all the time.
*wink wink*
And you said get 'er done. My mom says that all the time.
I REALLY wanna punch Greek boy in the face, today. I've about had it with his negative attitude, and considering I"m trying my damndest to remain cool and calm, you'd think he'd at least try. For me. This is probably the biggest reason why I'm calling it quits, I can't stand the misery, the monotony of it, the dreariness.
For Christ's sake, I lost someone...
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For Christ's sake, I lost someone...
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eyerush:
Thanks for keeping me occupied in my drunken fit of anger last night. It meant a lot to me.
ilectra:
hey hon. Sending much love your way. Hope tomarrow starts a much better week for ya. 
Woke this morning to a phone call I wasn't necessarily ready to take. My uncle Robert, my grandmother's little brother, died in his sleep last night. We're not completely sure how or why, yet. He's been sick off and on, battled prostate cancer, has had alot of problems with his legs, his age WAS catching up to him. Despite all of this, he remained happy...
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jay_blank:
Damn. I'm sorry to hear that. My thoughts are with you and your family.
aki1:
i hope ur dealing better kiddo
maybe a smile
let me try to put one on that lovely face of yours
maybe a smile
let me try to put one on that lovely face of yours
I am blessed. Sometimes I don't realize this, but today it has sunk in a bit.
I've been at the new house most of the night. We had our first family dinner there tonight in honor of my baby sis Taylor's birthday. It was too wonderful for words. It really feels like home already, I am more excited than ever to live as one big...
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I've been at the new house most of the night. We had our first family dinner there tonight in honor of my baby sis Taylor's birthday. It was too wonderful for words. It really feels like home already, I am more excited than ever to live as one big...
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jay_blank:
I'm loving the energy here! Sounds like you are on a great path! It's great to hear that you're taking this opportunity to keep in great touch with your fam, and you're not thinking of it as a step back. I'm giving you a big e-hug right now.
Let me know when the SGNJ kids hang out again and I'll let you kick me in the ding ding.
Let me know when the SGNJ kids hang out again and I'll let you kick me in the ding ding.
cunninglinquist:
up your dosage on days you have to work, and living with family can get sticky when you bring someone home and you end up getting busy and everyone knows
Christ, I was drunk last night. I'll be paying for that at work today. 
Today is moving day for Moms and my siblings, it's rather exciting. I'll be right behind them in a few more weeks. My little sis is so cute, she hugged me the other day and said, "I'm gonna be lonely til you move in." Poor thing, she has to move on...
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Today is moving day for Moms and my siblings, it's rather exciting. I'll be right behind them in a few more weeks. My little sis is so cute, she hugged me the other day and said, "I'm gonna be lonely til you move in." Poor thing, she has to move on...
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ilectra:
Night sexy.. hope you feel better tomarrow..Silly just aint the same without ya 
tinyhobo:
i love you
Springtime allergies are kicking my ass!! My throat is raw, I cant' stop sneezing, and I'm all achey. 
But good times were had by all, yesterday. Greek boy and I got trashed chugging PBR's then headed over to my girl Lisa's house to smoke and (finally) have a group viewing of Frankenhooker. I NEED this movie in my collection; crazy dude who drills into his...
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But good times were had by all, yesterday. Greek boy and I got trashed chugging PBR's then headed over to my girl Lisa's house to smoke and (finally) have a group viewing of Frankenhooker. I NEED this movie in my collection; crazy dude who drills into his...
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aki1:
xoxoxox
aneli
xoxoxox
aneli
charlielove:
i may be in ac in early august.