I am ruled by alcohol, nicotine, & my computer chair.
Sporadic moods swings are triggered by my inability to motivate myself for long periods of time. I love too much, I bitch too much.
It's pretty damn scary when you know better, but still can't help yourself.
I confiscated my roomies' Feist CD and listen to it on repeat for hours. ♥
There's nothing wrong...
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Sporadic moods swings are triggered by my inability to motivate myself for long periods of time. I love too much, I bitch too much.
It's pretty damn scary when you know better, but still can't help yourself.
I confiscated my roomies' Feist CD and listen to it on repeat for hours. ♥
There's nothing wrong...
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formerviking:
I am the king of self non motivation . Don't do any drugs for it , but have been this way for so long that I doubt they'd help anyway 
I hope you find something that helps you in life . And I agree with some others , sometimes boring is a lot better than drama . Hope to see ya at the SG Philly event on the 15th !
I hope you find something that helps you in life . And I agree with some others , sometimes boring is a lot better than drama . Hope to see ya at the SG Philly event on the 15th ! 
brightredscream:
*hugs*
Numb.
I feels it.
I've been going through the motions for entirely too long. Maybe I should try to wean myself off the meds. Hope I don't freak out in the process.
I've been missing interacting with many of you terribly, just haven't felt as though I have anything of impotance to say.
Eh.
I feels it.
I've been going through the motions for entirely too long. Maybe I should try to wean myself off the meds. Hope I don't freak out in the process.
I've been missing interacting with many of you terribly, just haven't felt as though I have anything of impotance to say.
Eh.
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thefreak:
Hope everything's going OK. It's been nice hanging in Chat w/ya.
-TM
-TM
tallboy66:
"impotance" ?
I'm fucking bored.
I'm fucking drunk.
This place used to be my haven in either or occurence. WTF happened?!?!
Talk to me people. Tell me somethin good. ♥
I'm fucking drunk.
This place used to be my haven in either or occurence. WTF happened?!?!
Talk to me people. Tell me somethin good. ♥
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silentwhisper:
ok, you da bomb. I wish I could be pretty drunk with you. thatd be cool
eyerush:
Something good, huh?
I got my car.
Aside from that, All quiet on the western front. (cliche, I know).
I got my car.
Aside from that, All quiet on the western front. (cliche, I know).
I am reprioritizing and reevaluating my life once again. Welcome to my world of never ending limbo. The broken record that has become my existence no longer puts me at ease. I need discipline.
No longer being spoken for leaves me feeling empty, boring, & uninformed. I've been so wrapped up in a doomed relationship that I forgot who I am. The better part of...
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No longer being spoken for leaves me feeling empty, boring, & uninformed. I've been so wrapped up in a doomed relationship that I forgot who I am. The better part of...
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mydogfarted:
That's OK, we'll totally hold it against you! 
tiger_fodder:
Thanks my love! 
I did it!
I am now a happily single woman. *sigh of relief*
It was done so maturely, so easily, & so very lovingly. On BOTH our parts. Turns out, Greek boy has been thinking quite the same way I have, but was terrified to share these thoughts with me.
We talked, laughed, and cried for a good hour. It was the healthiest breakup I've...
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I am now a happily single woman. *sigh of relief*
It was done so maturely, so easily, & so very lovingly. On BOTH our parts. Turns out, Greek boy has been thinking quite the same way I have, but was terrified to share these thoughts with me.
We talked, laughed, and cried for a good hour. It was the healthiest breakup I've...
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atomicant:
i'm sending you and cynicismdirect some of my therapy bills.
atomicant:
we have a 'special' relationship.
kind of like when i was an altar boy...
kind of like when i was an altar boy...
New Year - new journal. I haven't much to say, I've been in a fog for a bit.
I'm not much for embracing the new year like I did in '07, but maybe that's for the best since '07 was a pretty god awful year. No resolutions, really, just lots in my life that needs taking care of. I have an agenda of sorts and...
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I'm not much for embracing the new year like I did in '07, but maybe that's for the best since '07 was a pretty god awful year. No resolutions, really, just lots in my life that needs taking care of. I have an agenda of sorts and...
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kindle:
Thank you, sweetie. Glad you liked the photos, awful as my phone takes them.
Hopefully I'll have better ones next time.
I ended my marriage (mostly, still trying to get it finished) over the internet, oh yeah, it was fun. If you need someone to talk to feel free to hit me up. I can share stories.
~k
Hopefully I'll have better ones next time.
I ended my marriage (mostly, still trying to get it finished) over the internet, oh yeah, it was fun. If you need someone to talk to feel free to hit me up. I can share stories.
~k
cunninglinquist:
I am confused, I thought you told him it was over, or did you make up you mind and just tell us.
Blah blah blah words.....
Happiest of New Years to you all.
Happiest of New Years to you all.
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calculon3000:
Could you really eat a peach for hours? You'd have to really enjoy it I guess... So, shit! 2008! I didn't think I'd still be on here by now but I figured I should at least send a greeting to my cutest and maybe oldest sg friend... haha. Anyway, what's up? Still kickin around Jersey?
calculon3000:
Oh and I couldn't help but notice the bewb shots... they weren't on here before...
Champagne, Guitar Hero, microbrews, hookah smokage, & my best girl = TOMORROW!!!
2007 kinda sucked huge donkey nuts, but going into '08 like this has got to say something good for the year ahead. Tomorrow night I will be graced with the wonderful presence of both _Margot_ and Chainlink. I'm peeing myself with excitement. Happy is me. ♥
Oh yes, there WILL be pictures....
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2007 kinda sucked huge donkey nuts, but going into '08 like this has got to say something good for the year ahead. Tomorrow night I will be graced with the wonderful presence of both _Margot_ and Chainlink. I'm peeing myself with excitement. Happy is me. ♥
Oh yes, there WILL be pictures....
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janegeraldine:
I hope you guys all have a great time...not that there's really any doubt.
And here's to a MUCH better year next year.
And here's to a MUCH better year next year.
chainlink:
That sounds totally rad !
If you pass out we are sO going to decorate you with sharpies !
If you are still conscious will you smoke cigars with me ?
Can't wait to be there.
That sounds totally rad !
If you pass out we are sO going to decorate you with sharpies !
If you are still conscious will you smoke cigars with me ?
Can't wait to be there.
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tiger_fodder:
I love it, my mistress! 2008...I am meeting you...
leebus:
Merry Christmas
I wanted to not only thank all of you for the outpouring of concern & support, but to just let you guys know I'm ok. Losing my Pop was a nasty blow, it was very sudden & unexpected, but my family continues to be strong in the face of our many loses this year. We stick together and try our hardest to celebrate lives rather...
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_panda_:
thanks lady!
sorry about your grandad!
visited my grandad, dad, grandma and brothers wifes mother in hospitals this week.
sorry about your grandad!
visited my grandad, dad, grandma and brothers wifes mother in hospitals this week.
sillyokio:
:hugs:
energy?
pfft.
that's pure boredom, my love.
energy?
pfft.
that's pure boredom, my love.