I am reprioritizing and reevaluating my life once again. Welcome to my world of never ending limbo. The broken record that has become my existence no longer puts me at ease. I need discipline.
No longer being spoken for leaves me feeling empty, boring, & uninformed. I've been so wrapped up in a doomed relationship that I forgot who I am. The better part of my twenties has been wasted on trying to be someone I'm not ready to be and trying to adapt to his lifestyle.
I spent the majority of 2007 becoming a shut in, which has made the dreary day-to-day that much less fulfilling. I have no desire to DO anything, I've let my work attendance risk my new position, I have a drawer full of unopened bills I refuse to open & bill collectors waking me every morning.
This is no way to live my life. Change starts here & now.
Having my best friend here with me now inspires me to be & do better. I'm so thankful to have her by my side, and I believe together we can push each other to get where we need to be. I DO have the strength within myself to go this alone, but dear God do I love having a sidekick.
Amoung my list of changes to be made is to get to know the people I've grown to love on this site better. I admire a great many of you & really want to make more of an effort to be more familiar with you than the random comments I may leave in your journals. So just be prepared for me to be more vocal with you.
Yes, I am the queen of the self help rant. ♥
No longer being spoken for leaves me feeling empty, boring, & uninformed. I've been so wrapped up in a doomed relationship that I forgot who I am. The better part of my twenties has been wasted on trying to be someone I'm not ready to be and trying to adapt to his lifestyle.
I spent the majority of 2007 becoming a shut in, which has made the dreary day-to-day that much less fulfilling. I have no desire to DO anything, I've let my work attendance risk my new position, I have a drawer full of unopened bills I refuse to open & bill collectors waking me every morning.
This is no way to live my life. Change starts here & now.
Having my best friend here with me now inspires me to be & do better. I'm so thankful to have her by my side, and I believe together we can push each other to get where we need to be. I DO have the strength within myself to go this alone, but dear God do I love having a sidekick.
Amoung my list of changes to be made is to get to know the people I've grown to love on this site better. I admire a great many of you & really want to make more of an effort to be more familiar with you than the random comments I may leave in your journals. So just be prepared for me to be more vocal with you.
Yes, I am the queen of the self help rant. ♥
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mydogfarted:
That's OK, we'll totally hold it against you! 
tiger_fodder:
Thanks my love! 