Dear god am I hung over.. My head feels full of lead and occasionally the room starts to spin again. I'm gonna coat my stomach with greasy breakfast food & coffee and just hope for the best. If that doesn't work I'll have to get some tomatoe juice. I don't much feel like leaving the house so let's hope option #1 works.
I had a good time last night, though. Guess I could say it was worth it. I'm just trying to remember exactly how much I misbehaved. Oh well.
My outlook has improved a bit since my last entry, I feel better. I get myself very down & lonely at times and just wish there was someone there. I distanced myself from the people in my life who were bringing me down, and that was pretty much everybody. I'm better off, but sometimes I just need to be held and told everything will be alright. My closest friends are wonderful, supportive & super terrific members of this site. But alas, you can't put your arms around a long distance friend, and at times I let this fact eat at me.
Comcast is still going beautifully, I'm halfway through my training. I'm really hoping they keep some of my class together on the floor, we've all really bonded over the course of 4 weeks. My trainer is awesome beyond awesome, the kind of teacher that really cares about his students and changes his method accordingly. That sounds so corny. But it's completely true. I think I've bonded the most with him, he always tells me I'm the class thermometer because of how expressive I am. If I'm indifferent, or frustrated, if I'm not quite grasping the material we cover or am having a nic fit it's apparently written all over my face.
It's just a shame I had to find this job now, when I'm so gung ho on leaving the country asap. This is a company I could see myself being a part of for a very long time. I've actually put a little extension on my gameplan simply because I need to see this job through for a bit. This is the first time in my life I haven't dreaded working. I wake up and actually want to go.
Money's still tight, but I'll manage. I always do. Kinda sucks that this week is both my mother & Greek boy's birthdays. I can't afford to get them much more than a card. Paycheck #2 comes at the end of this week and boy do I fucking need it.
One more week til Guitar Hero 3 is released, WOOT! I'm all over this. I almost don't believe some of the songs I read are going to be on this one. Money or no, this WILL be mine (oh yes).
Time for me to go nurse myself back to health. I feel like ass.
EDITED TO ADD: Whoa lots of pics update. Kinda did an SG cribs. So yeah, here's my world -
I had a good time last night, though. Guess I could say it was worth it. I'm just trying to remember exactly how much I misbehaved. Oh well.
My outlook has improved a bit since my last entry, I feel better. I get myself very down & lonely at times and just wish there was someone there. I distanced myself from the people in my life who were bringing me down, and that was pretty much everybody. I'm better off, but sometimes I just need to be held and told everything will be alright. My closest friends are wonderful, supportive & super terrific members of this site. But alas, you can't put your arms around a long distance friend, and at times I let this fact eat at me.
Comcast is still going beautifully, I'm halfway through my training. I'm really hoping they keep some of my class together on the floor, we've all really bonded over the course of 4 weeks. My trainer is awesome beyond awesome, the kind of teacher that really cares about his students and changes his method accordingly. That sounds so corny. But it's completely true. I think I've bonded the most with him, he always tells me I'm the class thermometer because of how expressive I am. If I'm indifferent, or frustrated, if I'm not quite grasping the material we cover or am having a nic fit it's apparently written all over my face.
It's just a shame I had to find this job now, when I'm so gung ho on leaving the country asap. This is a company I could see myself being a part of for a very long time. I've actually put a little extension on my gameplan simply because I need to see this job through for a bit. This is the first time in my life I haven't dreaded working. I wake up and actually want to go.
Money's still tight, but I'll manage. I always do. Kinda sucks that this week is both my mother & Greek boy's birthdays. I can't afford to get them much more than a card. Paycheck #2 comes at the end of this week and boy do I fucking need it.
One more week til Guitar Hero 3 is released, WOOT! I'm all over this. I almost don't believe some of the songs I read are going to be on this one. Money or no, this WILL be mine (oh yes).
Time for me to go nurse myself back to health. I feel like ass.
EDITED TO ADD: Whoa lots of pics update. Kinda did an SG cribs. So yeah, here's my world -
Smooch 
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Glad to hear you are ok babe.