"I have absolute faith in everything going on here; because blind obediance in what is so obviously a failed system is much easier to deal with than the soul-crushing despair accompanying the realization that you are totally, and without remorse, fucked."
It feels a bit ridiculous, but living in a situation where you supposedly do something very unique, but live with the only other people who seem to do it, thus making you the norm by comparison, is kind of depressing. It's like saying "You're unique; just like everyone else."
Current entertainment of choice: Level vodka and late night drawing.
Current entertainment of choice: Level vodka and late night drawing.
ConcreteLobotomy: My life is a cataclysmic orgy of terrible events scrambling over each other in a constant competition to fuck me with more apocalyptic gusto than the prior.
ConcreteLobotomy: I'm sorry, we were talking about ADD, right?
ConcreteLobotomy: I'm sorry, we were talking about ADD, right?
tartpop:
industrial clubs? do they even exist around here??
concretelobotomy:
As far as I know, no. But I have heard of some interesting places in Raleigh and Greensboro which I'm trying to get to to explore.
Ah, let's hear it for mind numbing mediocracy! I have spent the entirety of the weekend doing damn near nothing. Some cleaning was done, some laundry was taken care of, and I even managed to shave once. All zero of the people that read this can now appreciate how awesome I am. I'll have to load some drawings I was doing intermittantly in between all...
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Sweet titty fucking Allah, I finally have the interweb again! I'm back 'home' and doing my actual job again. Let's hear it for military proficiency.
concretelobotomy:
Ah, let's hear it for mind numbing mediocracy! I have spent the entirety of the weekend doing damn near nothing. Some cleaning was done, some laundry was taken care of, and I even managed to shave once. All zero of the people that read this can now appreciate how awesome I am. I'll have to load some drawings I was doing intermittantly in between all the nothing I was doing.
Ok, so I just got done watching Ichi The Killer and despite being one of the most enjoyably grotesque films I've ever seen, I don't get the ending at all. It's like some sort of Japanese David Lynch "Hey fuck you for watching my movie" moment where I don't even know if the rest of the movie even happened. I'm probably going to sit awake...
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Goddamn I need more tattoos. Something I'll have to take care of when I'm up in NY. My job leaves me relatively listless and without reason to write in here. I apologize profusely for having such a banal life story. On the other hand, January = Iraq. So... interesting there, I suppose.
Whatever...
Whatever...
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concretelobotomy:
Not quite sure. My last one was a bit of a random thought. I've never seen a Zombie Koi fish before, and the thought of a symbol about rebirth used as an undead monster really clicked with me. I'll probably go with something either wind or fire inspired to round out the whole 1600th century 'base elements of science' thing.
lem:
cool, well ule have to post pics on your return from NY...
One month till I head out to West Point to train cadets or something. Score.
concretelobotomy:
Self Pics
Just rolled back into town from being hijacked into a Myrtle Beach trip. It was fun, and it was nice to get out of the B's.
I've been transient and absent for quite a while. And now I'm not. Absent anyway.
Looking to talk to new people in my area.
Looking to talk to new people in my area.
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niobe:
Welcome to the site. 
havilah:
Love the ink
I believe these moments are equally devided between the flotsom of 750mL of brand name Vodka and the burden of not being happy with the little life dramas that the majority gravitates to.
I'm pretty sure that was a really adjective laden way to say I talk too much when I'm drunk and angry.