Thursday Jan 02, 2003

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this is no good.
definately no good.
dandan made me realize we're all alone and the only person you can trust is yourself and not to be afraid of getting hurt but not by a shitbag who wears armani shoes.
emperor_tane:
Take care of yourself and be good! My trust in people is very low..

Tane
ghpunkguy:
like i said, fuck armanis, dc's rock... anyone that would spend that much money on something they step on is fucked in the head... I'm not judging, I'm just conveying my opinion on someone else's character and personality smile .... also, while it is the utmost truth that you can trust only yourself 99%, you need to keep that 1% open for someone else's trust... I've been fucked over again and again and again, but it is important to keep that 1% open... it's all about the 1%, it gives the other person the target to aim for in gaining your trust.... does that make sense??? it's 3:00AM and I'm watching All in the Family.... Stifle, huh Edith? You dingbat! smile Oh, and it's nice to know that both sides of your face match beautifully wink

Wednesday Jan 01, 2003

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politrix is a great conversationalist.


i feel somewhat out of place today. like maybe i should be at the park reading on the road instead of being online making up for lost time. lost time? that's silly. i didn't lose time. i don't know it's not like "oh man, i dropped the time help me find it. where'd it go?" fuck this. i can't adequately...
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politrix:
she's right.

i'm modest too!
emperor_tane:
Come to the dark side!! We welcome you with open arms! Muahahahha!!!

Tane

Monday Dec 30, 2002

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i need more control. i need to know exactly what he's thinking. both when he's drunk and sober. "a sober man's thoughts are a drunk man's words." maybe true..but it doesn't set my mind at ease. he treats me slightly different when sober. not different enough for anyone else to notice. just me. i just need more control over this situation. cos i don't trust...
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darkskyy1:
guys are weird, especially when they are under an influence, don't be too trusting, and protect yourself, both emotionally and physically
darkskyy1:
make sure you make choices that benefit you, and not just everyone else besides you

Monday Dec 30, 2002

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why was i so surprised
when i opened my eyes to see
summer for you and me
wasn't going to be
i thought you were what i needed
to break out of how i was feelin'
but i've never been so wrong
you are beautiful
your eyes are hidden behind a wall
your face doesn't need to be told
you've heard from so many men...
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toreena:
smile smile smile

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

Sunday Dec 29, 2002

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update for toreena:
yes, he makes me happy. he makes me extremely fucking happy.
smilesmilesmile
he told me yesterday,
"you're pretty"
i said, "so are you" he said "yeah, but you're like 'hi i'm lainey i'm pretty. i'm like 'hi i'm dave i've been up for 3 hours i've showered, dressed, done my hair, etc and now i kinda look ok"
he's...good. i miss him.
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victoria:
Bright eyes is better than fantastic
darkskyy1:
people who like the way you look are good

Saturday Dec 28, 2002

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i posted this yesterday but yeah. re: my previous journal entry. i did fuck him senseless
AND IT WAS GOOOOOOOD
and i've been doing it a lot in the last two days. and it FUCKING RULES.
he has learned a thing or two since the last time we hooked up. so that's hot.
weeeee! love
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wendy1:
I am a waitress. Your post in the "tipping" thread was the. best. post. ever. biggrin
earplug6947:
: thumbs up :

Thursday Dec 26, 2002

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i can do this. i can hang out with him and not fuck him senseless. i really can. i believe in myself.

hey remember those old crystal light commercials? "i believe in crystal light cos i believe in me!"

heh.

yup...here we go.
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lkjooy:
hi

what's the name of the graphic design school in GR? it's driving me crazy that i can't remember it.

if you move away, you will miss meijer's, at least i do
ghpunkguy:
The GR school is Kendall, I believe... Rock on smile

Wednesday Dec 25, 2002

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yesterday i had the flu. today i'm still kinda sick. i ate at denny's that might be why. my guest has left. tomorrow i go to see dave. i don't know how this will all turn out. i hope not as bad as the last time. he assures me he has changed. we'll see.
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hellkitten:
i'm going through a cold too. *achoo* at least it's christmas holidays and we don't have to work! you have great hair, by the way. ,o)
giga_geo:
feel better... i am sending you "get-well" vibes.

Monday Dec 23, 2002

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i wrapped all the presents i bought tonite. i wore my santa hat the whole time.
that's all there is to report for now. expect much drama on the 28th or so. MUCH drama.
merry christmas everyone. smile
ghpunkguy:
Merry Christmas wink

Sunday Dec 22, 2002

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everything is copacetic. nothing much to report. my brother is doing better. thanks for the well wishes everyone.
xo,
layknee
darkskyy1:
good to hear your bro is doing better, merry christmas

love,
darkskyy1
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