i need more control. i need to know exactly what he's thinking. both when he's drunk and sober. "a sober man's thoughts are a drunk man's words." maybe true..but it doesn't set my mind at ease. he treats me slightly different when sober. not different enough for anyone else to notice. just me. i just need more control over this situation. cos i don't trust my heart. it fucks up too much. 
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darkskyy1:
guys are weird, especially when they are under an influence, don't be too trusting, and protect yourself, both emotionally and physically
darkskyy1:
make sure you make choices that benefit you, and not just everyone else besides you
