complainey

"i was on my way to get fucked up, but you fucked that up for me didn't ya? congratulations, asshole!"- run ronnie run

that movie was the tops.


oh...why pirate lainey eat so many tacos? stupid pirate lainey.

i'm being very undude lately.

i'm disatisfied with life. i'm not depressed. i'm just not impressed. i'm fucking bored. somebody impress me for chrissakes.

tomorrow i go pick up preston from his dad's. i haven't seen him in almost 9 days. i'm so excited. after i pick him up we're going to go home. where i have no phone, no cable, and no internet. oh what fun! i won't be online again until i come back to my sister's house.

my email doesn't seem to be working anymore either....
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i think i'll be home..sick on new year's eve. i'm not feeling better at all. i can't say that i really care. i'm not in the mood to be around people lately. it's not that i'm depressed i'm just annoyed easily.

my goals for next year:
-eat better
-work out
-stop smoking
-stop swearing as much (it's not ladylike you know)
-volunteer more
-get rid...
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do you think it's kinda ghetto to use pop cans and stuff for ashtrays even when you have an actual ashtray? i think it's just lazy.

my eyes won't stop watering. my nose is stuffed up. my head is aching. my froat hurts. i am in bad shape. all i want to do is lay around under lots of covers and cry.

i want to be rid of these memories. the good and the bad. to pretend he never happened to me.

alcoholism is the only disease you can get yelled at for having.

"god damn it otto, you're an alcoholic!"
"god damn it otto, you have lupis!"

one of those doesn't seem right.