coffeelove

It is lonely sleeping in a big bed.
Missing the feeling of strong arms around me while I sleep.
Would like to be swept off my feet.

I shouldn't have gotten my second tattoo. I'm hooked now. I keep thinking of a piece for my back, or a full sleeve, or continue something up my leg/thigh or a..or a.. ya know.
And my..something-guyfriend doesn't like tattoos at all, he hates the smallest of tattoos and thinks they are unsexy. Hmhm..
Ah fuck him. I can find myself another something-guyfriend who actually does...
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I did apologize to my mom and stepdad at Sunday dinner today but they hadn't noticed anything.
Whaat? I felt the worlds rudest bitch last night! I thought I had snapped at everyone.
I did snap today though. One of my aunts, let's just call her Auntie Poo, managed to piss me off for the last time.
Stop reading now because this will take a...
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Cold butt, PMS (sorry for acting like an idiot, mom), my car died, afraid I'll break down if I go out drinking..
but all is not that shitty.

Happiness
I have bought myself two tattoo magazines, a travel magazine and Cosmopolitan today (yes, the magazine, not the drink).
Fat-Lola acting like a cat on the hunt, chasing my hand.
Someone will come along to make...
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Grrgrrgrr.
Where is my whore-lipstick?

My mom called me yesterday and before I picked up the phone I knew it was bad news.
My aunt has a couple of weeks, maybe a month or two left to live. They found another tumor in her stomach and there is nothing left to be done. It is a rare and aggressive form of cancer, 1% of people with cancer has that particular...
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I was unmerciful, now it is time to be cruel.
Spring cleaning or whatever going on. Thrown away old papers, letters, stuff I have been saving for.. no reason at all. Roskilde leaflets from over 10 years ago, theatre reviews, old cinema tickets..
Sent some shoes to their grave, found a pair of shoes I have never worn so I'm sending them to charity, same...
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Day off from work, no laundry, no cleaning, nothing of importance to be done.
Ack, what to do.
Might as well find the vibrator then.
(Actually there is lots of laundry, cleaning and things of importance to be done but it is all about priorities)

And I'm going in with my life, to make sure that you'll disappear

I am losing my faith in her winning the battle against cancer. I think she has lost all will to live. Slowly curling up into a cocoon, a dark sleep, where no one can reach her.
I hate being this far away, I wish I could do something. I can't even call...
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Jesus, sorry for the overkill of posts people, have no idea what happened. I used my phone and apparently that was a bad idea...