Kinda taking this as a sign from above or something. Got to work and turns out we were double booked, so I volunteered to go home. Yeah I'm missing out on alot of cash but fuck it. Yesterday was so bad, I was afraid I was going 300 miles an hour straight into a wall. So I squeed, said tata fuckers and went to my...
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mildots:
HAve a great time my dear. 
freudianslip:
Have a good time, I wish i could stowaway inside.... perhaps aa wine bottle. It sounds really relaxing.
I feel so empty and hollow today. Last night I really felt the need to sleep in someones arms. Hardly slept because my mind kept wandering and I couldn't relax. I drifted off, woke up, drifted off again. All night. Or should I say all morning. Fell asleep around six, woke up a few hours later, was awake for a while and went back to...
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joshof13thfloor:
Aw, sweety. 
I hope you feel much better just as soon as possible. Maybe it would be a good idea to take some time for yourself? Do what you must and get better.
I hope you feel much better just as soon as possible. Maybe it would be a good idea to take some time for yourself? Do what you must and get better.
joshof13thfloor:
Be careful, take care of yourself, and have really good time sweetheart!
Hate-list
People who
- borrow money and never pays back.
- fuck up their own lifes and expect their family to come to the rescue every fucking time.
- are never grateful, humble or in any way show respect to those who help them out.
- do not care if they inflict pain, be it emotional or physical, on others.
- pretend to care about...
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People who
- borrow money and never pays back.
- fuck up their own lifes and expect their family to come to the rescue every fucking time.
- are never grateful, humble or in any way show respect to those who help them out.
- do not care if they inflict pain, be it emotional or physical, on others.
- pretend to care about...
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sjofn_:
thank you,
My one friend said maybe I should stop going out for a bit, and just have me time... maybe I"ll do that in stead
My one friend said maybe I should stop going out for a bit, and just have me time... maybe I"ll do that in stead
mildots:
That is fucked! 
Monday morning laziness. Listening to Brahms cello sonatas, drinking coffee, smoking.
Woke up around six this morning and instead of going back to sleep I got out of bed. My father and his girlfriend are still sleeping so I have enjoyed the feeling of being alone. Have work tonight but I've gotten over the resentment I have felt lately. Maybe I just gave up, maybe...
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Woke up around six this morning and instead of going back to sleep I got out of bed. My father and his girlfriend are still sleeping so I have enjoyed the feeling of being alone. Have work tonight but I've gotten over the resentment I have felt lately. Maybe I just gave up, maybe...
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pawko4b:
I have other uses
sjofn_:
Yes sperm donor is a good nickname
I wish I had the answers for you hon... just think on it you will find the answers
I wish I had the answers for you hon... just think on it you will find the answers
I am a pleasure addict. He is my drug.
I really think it is as simple as that. An addiction.
Have not spoken to him for what must be a month and realized I have not missed him at all.
I only feel something when he is around. When he is not.. nothing. He does not even exist as far as I am concerned.
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I really think it is as simple as that. An addiction.
Have not spoken to him for what must be a month and realized I have not missed him at all.
I only feel something when he is around. When he is not.. nothing. He does not even exist as far as I am concerned.
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mildots:
Sometimes you just have to step off the ledge and take a chance 
sjofn_:
sperm donor has a lot of secrets that I'm just not ready to handle..lol
but anyways I"m happy that you at least have some one like that that completes you, lucky
but anyways I"m happy that you at least have some one like that that completes you, lucky
Hey you.. yeah, you..Guess what..
You are wonderful, did you know that?
I mean it, and I am talking about just you! *points at you*
You are wonderful, did you know that?
I mean it, and I am talking about just you! *points at you*
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watchtheskies:
Sending you squeezy post-night shift cuddles.
pawko4b:
right back at ya
right back at yaGrumpygrumpygrumpygrumpy. Hate working night shifts. Hate not having a proper yaknow in days. Hate sleeping when it will be a beautiful day. Hate being poor.
Want unknown, filthy rich uncle in America and even though he has never met me, thinks the world of me and dies, leaving all his billions to me. Want sex. Want to move.
Wish I didn't have to get myself...
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Want unknown, filthy rich uncle in America and even though he has never met me, thinks the world of me and dies, leaving all his billions to me. Want sex. Want to move.
Wish I didn't have to get myself...
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watchtheskies:
You, pretty lady, can have some hugs.
watchtheskies:
I KNOW! 
It's a brave new world for me too.
It's a brave new world for me too.
vil pule..
I'm so fucking bored I don't know what to do with myself. I've switched my rythm completely cause I have a night shift tomorrow, but Goood, being awake all night is so bloody boring.
I don't even have anything to say, I'm just trying to pass time.
I'm so bored I'm not even in the mood to camwhore today.
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I'm so fucking bored I don't know what to do with myself. I've switched my rythm completely cause I have a night shift tomorrow, but Goood, being awake all night is so bloody boring.
I don't even have anything to say, I'm just trying to pass time.
I'm so bored I'm not even in the mood to camwhore today.
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joshof13thfloor:
And I enjoyed your pretty pictures very much, sweety. Thank you for sharing.
Sorry to hear you're so bored. Hope you find something to occupy your time. I'm not telling you what to do or anything but that camwhoring stuff sounds like a great idea to me, lol.
Sorry to hear you're so bored. Hope you find something to occupy your time. I'm not telling you what to do or anything but that camwhoring stuff sounds like a great idea to me, lol.
freudianslip:
you are awful!
I'm taking the batteries out of the clicker again and leaving you "OFF" until you learn to behave llike a proper lady.
I'm taking the batteries out of the clicker again and leaving you "OFF" until you learn to behave llike a proper lady.
So I've got an appointment with my doctor on June 17th, three weeks waiting is not bad, I was kind of expecting months.
Besides the dizzyness I have a number of others thing I feel like I need to have checked up. Like my hormonal imbalance. I mean..fuck, I have my period like once a year.. It ain't normal. Great for the oral sex though!...
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Besides the dizzyness I have a number of others thing I feel like I need to have checked up. Like my hormonal imbalance. I mean..fuck, I have my period like once a year.. It ain't normal. Great for the oral sex though!...
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pawko4b:
ok does same for the coffeelove *tight tight*
watchtheskies:
I had to have a whoooole range of STD tests recently, when my prostate was playing up. Swine doctors.
I hope you are okay, but have some squeezy cuddles anyway.
I hope you are okay, but have some squeezy cuddles anyway.
Thank you so much for your comments on my last post guys.. I promise to keep you updated on what is going on.
Going to call the doctors office tomorrow and until I can have an appointment..Well, my dad has a cupboard full of Valium.
(Just kidding!)
Going to call the doctors office tomorrow and until I can have an appointment..Well, my dad has a cupboard full of Valium.
(Just kidding!)
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pawko4b:
Oh no what happened I missed something 
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freudianslip:
mmmmmmm valium ~drools~ you'll be fine. and if not I know a nice place to come and recover....