Had a wonderful day out in the garden with my dad today.
It is so sweet, the way my dad shows that he cares for me. I was out in the garden raking the lawn and two minutes later he came out to help me. And I have never ever seen him as a guy who takes much interest in gardening.
So we spent the...
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It is so sweet, the way my dad shows that he cares for me. I was out in the garden raking the lawn and two minutes later he came out to help me. And I have never ever seen him as a guy who takes much interest in gardening.
So we spent the...
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pawko4b:
That's cool 
madviking:
It's nice that he wants to spend time with you even if its stuff he normally wouldn't do.
I once complained about not having that guyfriend you can talk to about everything.
I really shouldn't. I realized I have someone who is that guy. And so much more.
He let me vent out my frustration and concern over my sister without trying to give me advice or telling me what to do, he just listened, which was the only thing I needed...
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I really shouldn't. I realized I have someone who is that guy. And so much more.
He let me vent out my frustration and concern over my sister without trying to give me advice or telling me what to do, he just listened, which was the only thing I needed...
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violentpatriot:
is he gay? he sounds like the gay friend 
tireoghain:
it was the opening of a 'Horror Club' in which people were told to dress the part.
I seem to have been the only one who got that memo. But I like to shake things up whenever I leave the house
I seem to have been the only one who got that memo. But I like to shake things up whenever I leave the house
There is just nothing. It is so quiet. So calm. That restlessness suddenly disappeared.
I have slept, no tossing, no turning. No regrets. No thoughts.
My hands aren't holding anything anymore. I have nothing to apologize for.
I am so tired but I have to get on with it. Masks fall off and often there is nothing behind them.
I have slept, no tossing, no turning. No regrets. No thoughts.
My hands aren't holding anything anymore. I have nothing to apologize for.
I am so tired but I have to get on with it. Masks fall off and often there is nothing behind them.
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casinova:
It is in us to put the masks on, of friendship, of happiness, of calm relief. To hide the shades of emotions we smother behind them. To have slept with no dreams no tossing and turning, is to be dead. There is a reality just no one is ready to see it
violentpatriot:
LOL - yeah I am!
Happy independence day Norway!
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tilpacer:
YAY! Was there alcohol and fireworks?
madviking:
Did you get the day off work to get drunk? That's what we do for our independence day!
Thank you everyone for your comments on my last blog.
It's thoughts keeping me up at night and I can't drink every night until I pass out. I have done that a few times and it doesn't make things better.
It is part the boy going through things and of course I have a million thoughts about that, and to make it worse it's pretty...
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It's thoughts keeping me up at night and I can't drink every night until I pass out. I have done that a few times and it doesn't make things better.
It is part the boy going through things and of course I have a million thoughts about that, and to make it worse it's pretty...
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brokenhouse:
thank you
majorboredom:
have fun you gardener.
music soothes the soul.
i can't imagine daytime at nite.
trippy.
music soothes the soul.
i can't imagine daytime at nite.
trippy.
I give up.
Fuck it, lets just stay awake all night, sleep for 30 minutes and go to work, do fuckall when I come home and be exhausted yet not able to fall asleep when I go to bed.
Rinse and repeat until I'm not human.
Fuck it, lets just stay awake all night, sleep for 30 minutes and go to work, do fuckall when I come home and be exhausted yet not able to fall asleep when I go to bed.
Rinse and repeat until I'm not human.
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pomfelo:
Ugh, I definitely know what that is like. You just need something fun to wear you out. 
mildots:
not sleeping sucks.....if its your thoughts put a pad by your bed and write them down when you wake up or before you go to bed.
not sleeping sucks.....if its your thoughts put a pad by your bed and write them down when you wake up or before you go to bed.I hate it when I squirt all over my bed. Even though then and there it is very nice indeed.
But I hate sleeping on the wet spot.
Sleeping on the couch tonight.
If I can sleep at all.
Midnight sun insomnia kicking in.
But I hate sleeping on the wet spot.
Sleeping on the couch tonight.
If I can sleep at all.
Midnight sun insomnia kicking in.
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majorboredom:
one day...
but i'm not holding my breath!
lol
but i'm not holding my breath!
lol
iampeeder:
sends -hugs
I've looked at make up artists schools in Oslo. I don't know why. I really like it but is it something I really want to do?
Actually the real question isn't if I want to do it or not, it is 'can I make a living out of this'?
Possibly not as a pure make up artist..
I just don't know what I want to...
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Actually the real question isn't if I want to do it or not, it is 'can I make a living out of this'?
Possibly not as a pure make up artist..
I just don't know what I want to...
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madviking:
Sounds like two great days off!
violentpatriot:
We can read it together!
Greetings from space, I am lost without a trace
Without a face, number or name
Here we could stay, it feels nice to get away
From all the pain, the world has gone insane
I remember I loved it when I moved into this apartment last summer and I had no furniture. I kept my bed in the living room so my friends and I...
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Without a face, number or name
Here we could stay, it feels nice to get away
From all the pain, the world has gone insane
I remember I loved it when I moved into this apartment last summer and I had no furniture. I kept my bed in the living room so my friends and I...
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majorboredom:
when things were simple was simply awesome.
when things were simple was simply awesome.
madviking:
Sometimes a simple life is a happy life.
I feel so useless. Unable to do anything.
I can't do a damn thing and it sucks. It really fucking sucks.
I can't do a damn thing and it sucks. It really fucking sucks.
pawko4b:
*hugs*
shroom:
You're not. By any means..