Was going to post some random anger, resentment and other kinds of issues I have towards my ex, but I decided to be thankful instead.
Thank you life, for surprising me like this.
I have some other demands next time, but at least I'm not doubting myself as much anymore.
The weather today requires thick, wool socks, Madrugada and a good stereo. No clothes required.... Read More
House cleaning naked... With the curtains open? I mean, it's fine if you're cleaning naked but it's no fun unless there's the chance the neighbors will watch.
You know it ain't love unless it's eating you alive when you're in bed at night, there can't be no love unless it comes howling out of you, you wait for so long you don't know what to do except pray for your love to come back to you.
Dry out with the bitterness and tears as the years pass, nothing is really real to... Read More
Hmh. My birthday is coming up. My wishlist pretty much consists of a pearl necklace and a high tech blender, none of which I think I will get (a real pearl necklace, not the sticky kind, you perv).
Celebrating it with coffee and cakes with my family, booze and tits with friends later on. Hoping to convince the wife to come up for the party,... Read More
It will soon be midnight sun. The darkness is slowly disappearing, the nights grow ever so bright, those nights so wonderful and alive.
I remember us driving to that hidden beach I had found, I teased you all the way with kisses, did my best to seduce you, I thought your grip on the steering wheel would break it into pieces and I couldn't see... Read More
Having trouble sleeping again, been consumed in all sorts of depressive thoughts and lack of goal in my life. Mostly been thinking of some of the men in my life, past men that is, the ones that never made me feel anything. I feel bad for letting them fall for me, even though i knew i could never think of them as anything else but... Read More
perhaps paid for our input or one better write a whole Kinsey-esque paper on our level of dysfunction. At least there's be $$$$$$, attention and controversy......
Alright! Off duty!
Easter is here, the weather is amazing, I have my skis, a few bottles of wine and some clean underwear to bring along. Going up to my cabin for a few days, not going to do a god damned thing besides sit in the sun and drink ice cold beer. Maybe eat once in a while too..
Have fun everyone, I will... Read More
I think I'm too tired to drive all the way home from work tonight..
Staying at the apartment in the city tonight, me thinks. All alone.. *brings toothbrush, laptop and Mr.Green*
Anyone wanna join me?
Uhm. Very good night. Got slightly more drunk than intended.. Have vague memories of shouting at the singer in some local band that he should take his shirt off. Also remember making out like crazy with my friend.
Am not quite sure how I made my way to my moms place, I remember a taxi but have no idea how I paid for it. Card,... Read More
Internet disappeared at my house and I haven't found it yet.
Hope it will come back soon, have lots of pics to post!
Anyways, going out with a friend today. Will not behave.
I'm back.
Good, but strange weekend. Had a little stop in Oslo on Thursday, ended up at a bar while I waited for my mom where the bartender flirted like crazy with me and I got smashed on red wine. Drunk before 7 on a Thursday, I'm proud of myself..
Otherwise spent the weekend with my family down in SFJ, looking after my aunt and... Read More
Yah..
Leaving for the south of Norway tomorrow, to the town where my aunt lives. Essentially one last trip to meet her, to say goodbye.
I hope I won't break out in tears when I see her, though I suspect I will cry from the moment I see her front door.
But I feel it isn't fair on her part. I'm not the one who... Read More
I wish you nothing but the very best of luck, and send lots of love from across the pond!
May not be a whole lot coming from a person you've never met, but if you ever need to talk about that or anything else I am here. I have lost both parents and my wife to cancer, so unfortunately I have ample background on the subject.