codi

i hate me right now. i have no control. it used to be that i couldn't say no to others and i would have no trouble dealing with myself, now i'm a rude bitch to everyone, say what i think, and now i'm hurting myself. (and that probs makes no sense). i'm doing things that i don't want to do. i'm a fucking hypocrit to myself. i'm so fucking angry at me. i don't know whats going on.