start of another week... found out that work likes me... well except the owner, which is a bit of a problem. yeah i kinda missed a shift and didn't call... oops. shit happens. i can make up for it with my mad skills lol .... so, i'm still kind of confused about where i'm going to be in the next little while. working, student, canadian forces, traveling... i need a push or something, i feel like i'm teeder tawdering on a fence, not knowing which way to fall. i get so frustrated with myself when i don't know what i want to do. like how do soooo many people figure it out. sometimes i wish my family were a little more strict and pushed me into school for something. but then on the other hand it's good i'm not doing something that doesn't make me happy. although feeling lost and confused isn't so great right now... ... come on something....
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I don't think I know anybody that's actually figured it out. I know a lot of people that lie to themselves and others and act as if they've figured it out, others that think they've figured it out only to find out they were dead wrong, and a whole bunch that never even truly tried to figure it out. Be happy that you are trying. Maybe one day you will, maybe you'll just get close. But at least you'll know that you actually searched and applied yourself to finding something that matters to you, something meaningful.