So in my brilliant attempt at being more confident, I've managed to mess up a lot lately.
First, I told the girl that I have crush on that I had a crush on her. I was pretty sure she had one for me. I was wrong apparently. So now working with is a little awkward. How us should taken the, "hey would should go out some time. " Or the hand made card she made me for my birthday. Oh well life goes on even if I never experience love or intimacy ever again, right?