Recovering nothing.
All these figures are dead to me, before
I meet them.
All consultations are entirely confidential.
You might want to wear long pants
because the grass is high
and the bugs will bite.
What is that round thing down there?
Its for the water.
You can see where the cattle has chewed
on the flowers that have blown over the fence.
Those big...
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All these figures are dead to me, before
I meet them.
All consultations are entirely confidential.
You might want to wear long pants
because the grass is high
and the bugs will bite.
What is that round thing down there?
Its for the water.
You can see where the cattle has chewed
on the flowers that have blown over the fence.
Those big...
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thursday:
jeez, only notes from SG's?
harliquin:
nah, i aint in a band...i rap. really. why doesnt anybody believe me? i got a group puttin out a CD soon, we'll have a website up before then, i'll put a link up to it.
She said,
They all want to sanctify me,
to turn me into an effigy, a myth.
They want to idealize me and pray to me,use me for consolation, comfort.
Curse my image, the image of me that fades me everyday
with the same over fineness, over delicacy,the pride, the vulnerability which makes people want to preserve me, treat me with care.
Curse my eyes which...
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They all want to sanctify me,
to turn me into an effigy, a myth.
They want to idealize me and pray to me,use me for consolation, comfort.
Curse my image, the image of me that fades me everyday
with the same over fineness, over delicacy,the pride, the vulnerability which makes people want to preserve me, treat me with care.
Curse my eyes which...
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veruscavandalizm:
You're very welcome!
On another note, I can't take credit for someone else's work. My current journal is actually not a poem at all, it's in excerpt from a book, 'Candy' by a sweet little writer, Mian Mian.
On another note, I can't take credit for someone else's work. My current journal is actually not a poem at all, it's in excerpt from a book, 'Candy' by a sweet little writer, Mian Mian.
louise:
wonderful piece of writing. thanks for putting it in my journal.
Its only pieces I ever recover of you, not
the whole form at any one instant,
pushing me away as I clumsily try to kiss you.
Well, thats the wrong thing to do, I guess. I should
be an asexual self pollinating twitch.
If you thought that throwing those letters away would
take the personality out of the pain,
then
I know the texture of...
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the whole form at any one instant,
pushing me away as I clumsily try to kiss you.
Well, thats the wrong thing to do, I guess. I should
be an asexual self pollinating twitch.
If you thought that throwing those letters away would
take the personality out of the pain,
then
I know the texture of...
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xxanastasiaxx:
I really liked the poem you wrote in my journal! going to print it and keep it.
So how have you been?
Life has been busy here. A good busy.
Hmmm..my favorite diner food? I use to eat fries with a side of brown gravy as a teenager (before I went Veggie) I hear that is a Jersey thing? Also pork roll with egg and cheese. No one has heard of pork roll in Ma. You can't buy it anywhere. Which I guess is a good thing since it's sure to take years off your life.
these days it's diner pancakes and rice pudding. But only the rice pudding from NJ diners.
I swore off diner food for many years after I waitressed in a diner for a few months. I came home reeking of coffee, cigs, and pancakes..bleh. I had to hang my uniform out on the balcony because I couldn't stand the smell.
So how have you been?
Life has been busy here. A good busy.
Hmmm..my favorite diner food? I use to eat fries with a side of brown gravy as a teenager (before I went Veggie) I hear that is a Jersey thing? Also pork roll with egg and cheese. No one has heard of pork roll in Ma. You can't buy it anywhere. Which I guess is a good thing since it's sure to take years off your life.
these days it's diner pancakes and rice pudding. But only the rice pudding from NJ diners.
I swore off diner food for many years after I waitressed in a diner for a few months. I came home reeking of coffee, cigs, and pancakes..bleh. I had to hang my uniform out on the balcony because I couldn't stand the smell.
brookelynne:
hey! I looked at your pics. I'm interested! Can you email me more info about the luscious boxes project?
great poem by the way...
great poem by the way...
Its only pieces I ever recover of you, not
the whole form at any one instant,
pushing me away as I clumsily try to kiss you.
Well, thats the wrong thing to do, I guess. I should
be an asexual self pollinating twitch.
If you thought that throwing those letters away would
take the personality out of the pain,
then
I know the texture of...
Read More
the whole form at any one instant,
pushing me away as I clumsily try to kiss you.
Well, thats the wrong thing to do, I guess. I should
be an asexual self pollinating twitch.
If you thought that throwing those letters away would
take the personality out of the pain,
then
I know the texture of...
Read More
If I summon you here, the thought is
you here, forward come here now,
to this porch swing, static, rolling by
(eight pots of flowers that I cannot identify,
flanking my sides), and this bulging, shadowy maple, shaking
over my head, to this grassy slope,
your image, that is you,
if not in person than in my image,
you are lying on the grass bed,...
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you here, forward come here now,
to this porch swing, static, rolling by
(eight pots of flowers that I cannot identify,
flanking my sides), and this bulging, shadowy maple, shaking
over my head, to this grassy slope,
your image, that is you,
if not in person than in my image,
you are lying on the grass bed,...
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arrington1279:
Nice poem, but I'm not so sure about the invocation bit at the beginning. Seems fairly well-tread, and I know you've got too much imagination to go down the well-traveled road.
relethed:
hi ho, hi ho!
i'm relethed--remember me? i'm back after netlessness for some time now.
hey! check out my journal! i've resumed pondering things everyone's thought of before.
i'm relethed--remember me? i'm back after netlessness for some time now.
hey! check out my journal! i've resumed pondering things everyone's thought of before.
ALCHEMICAL APPARITION
(A strong instinctive fight to retain his
native cheerfulness unimpaired
naturally a plentiful stream of life
and humor, a sense of sufficiency and
exuberance,
giving ease.
But now it caused tension
there was any difference
exactly
always thinking of women
or a woman
day in
day out
and that frustrated him.
He could not get free,
ashamed.
Incapable of pushing
the presence of...
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(A strong instinctive fight to retain his
native cheerfulness unimpaired
naturally a plentiful stream of life
and humor, a sense of sufficiency and
exuberance,
giving ease.
But now it caused tension
there was any difference
exactly
always thinking of women
or a woman
day in
day out
and that frustrated him.
He could not get free,
ashamed.
Incapable of pushing
the presence of...
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moondaddy:
"the moments lose their sunlight when they become months and years"
Great line, and so true.
Great line, and so true.
roxxee:
That's awsome.
Does anyone have any birthdays today?
Somewhere.
Here.
A pew dedicated to my grandfather, I think.
He helped put stuff up on the walls.
That picture of Jesus has been up
since I was a little girl.
And that map of the Holy Land.
Does anyone have any anniversaries today?
That Girl
in the front:
recognize her from last time.
The one
in the white...
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Somewhere.
Here.
A pew dedicated to my grandfather, I think.
He helped put stuff up on the walls.
That picture of Jesus has been up
since I was a little girl.
And that map of the Holy Land.
Does anyone have any anniversaries today?
That Girl
in the front:
recognize her from last time.
The one
in the white...
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trilobyte:
Don't be lulled into a false sense of security, it's my understanding that they're not going to end up keeping the whole sales engine. They need just enough to try and maintain some of the customer relationships, it's going to be an ugly fall in both CT and NJ.
trilo
trilo 
nykonnlc:
Thanks for your comments in my journal.
and glad that my venting helped you apreciate what you have as well.
and glad that my venting helped you apreciate what you have as well.
DO YOU APPRECIATE THE SWEET SONG OF SPRING?
RENAE,
CONTINUING TO HANG OUTSIDE,
MY UNCLE SWINGS ON THE PORCH,
UNCLE LAWRENCE IS NAMED, YET...
ACROSS THE STREET, SWINGING, AN
UNIDENTIFIED WOMAN BESIDE A YOUNG GIRL.
IM MAKING LOVE TO HER, 100 YARDS AWAY,
LEERING AT HER THRU GLASS AND SCREEN, IN
TEMPERATURE CONTROLLED COMFORT.
ON A SWING, ON A PORCH.
EVERYONE SWINGS HERE, YES
THEY...
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RENAE,
CONTINUING TO HANG OUTSIDE,
MY UNCLE SWINGS ON THE PORCH,
UNCLE LAWRENCE IS NAMED, YET...
ACROSS THE STREET, SWINGING, AN
UNIDENTIFIED WOMAN BESIDE A YOUNG GIRL.
IM MAKING LOVE TO HER, 100 YARDS AWAY,
LEERING AT HER THRU GLASS AND SCREEN, IN
TEMPERATURE CONTROLLED COMFORT.
ON A SWING, ON A PORCH.
EVERYONE SWINGS HERE, YES
THEY...
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zenhell:
a faulknerian mode ?
very good cobalt
thanks
ZH
very good cobalt
thanks
ZH
Its so dim in here, I am so drunk,
Im not remembering what Im telling you,
never remember what Im telling you, I just want
your nipples, I want your deadly nipples in my mouth, goddess, but
you said my letters all got lost in the mail. I shouldnt have
tried to use language anyway.
Youre the one who called me! Are you climbing a...
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Im not remembering what Im telling you,
never remember what Im telling you, I just want
your nipples, I want your deadly nipples in my mouth, goddess, but
you said my letters all got lost in the mail. I shouldnt have
tried to use language anyway.
Youre the one who called me! Are you climbing a...
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zenhell:
another fine entry
thanks cobalt for keeping it interesting
ZH
thanks cobalt for keeping it interesting
ZH
arrington1279:
so... When do we get some new material? You're not gonna leave us hangin', right?
Your erect and powerful nipples, punching points
in shirts like nails in iron, challenging my existence in
this space. Attempting to assert presence by commenting
not in the presence of her brittle figure
I say, hey look at those nipples,
youre pulling your t-shirt past them and
latching the belt, binding your baggy pants,
you, Nipple Goddess , you
will not accept disdainful designations,
Nipple...
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in shirts like nails in iron, challenging my existence in
this space. Attempting to assert presence by commenting
not in the presence of her brittle figure
I say, hey look at those nipples,
youre pulling your t-shirt past them and
latching the belt, binding your baggy pants,
you, Nipple Goddess , you
will not accept disdainful designations,
Nipple...
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nykonnlc:
dentist checkups, gotta love em. and man the sound of that drill grinding away at your teeth has to be the most soothing sound ever 
roxxee:
Mmm nipples... 