clubmix1996

My hips hurt and I gained a bunch of weight. How do I possibly do this? How do I possibly exist? I have no clue. I get the GFI money on wednesday and I get to buy those black pointy heels I want. I made 20 fucking dollars last night b/c I am not frat boy material. Devon made 750 by 3am and stayed until 5. Hmmmmm... What to do? Dye my hair blonde and get a tan? I don't think so! I made okay money tonight though. I haven't counted yet but I think it's around 150. Good for a Sunday, especially since there was a crazy amount of girls there tonight and like no customers. There was an older customer that reminded my of Andy Warhol today. I love the older men that have that flair. Like fucken Monty! I had a dream that me and Monty had sex last night. I guess that's good b/c it's a sign my sex drive is returning. The research medication was supposed to have a sexual side effect. A negative one. I am doing a power fast this week so I look good in Seattle. I will have juice and stuff though. I am starting tomorrow and I will go until I absolutely loose all control and eat a bunch of food. Let's see... What else? I'm giving Monty a hot sexy picture of myself on Tuesday, along with a flower and a "I suck" card. I hope he forgives me. I hope I loose weight. I hope Seattle will be all it is in my memories. I need to start working out. Brett hates me b/c I don't ever see him, but when I'm free he never can see me. Whatever. The three year itch? Hmmmm... I like my hectic crazy ass skewed life. It suits me well I think... Well My back hurts so please excuse me, I must go.
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