Fuck it, I gotta go to these stupid alanon meetings to see my boyfriend. He's in rehab, it blows. i'm alone alot.
Me and my pal Jen are fighting. She treats everyone like shit, has one of her famous mood swings and then apologizes 5 minutes later.I new her for seven teen years, I've always been there for her, but I wont take verbal abuse from anyone, no matter how much I love the. On those rare occasions when I do give her a taste of her own medicene, she gets all suicidal on me. it gets old, thats why we cant be roommates. I felt sorry for her, I helped her find a plce downtown, a studio. She IM'd me the other day, said she's sorry ( like always). all the fucking Ativan, Valium, Wellbutrin, Clonapin, elavil, Lithium in the world does not make the evil go away. I know she's sick, but thats her just being a bratty only child, used to getting her way.
I'm sick of this, my friends trat me like gold and I do the same. I'd do anything in the world for those i love,but when I do things for her and it backfires in my face,she asks me for help, then spits in my face, ecerytime.
Everyone says all she does is talk about me, they say she's jealous (of what?). I don't see it that way. I seei t as she shits on those she loves, but anyone who treats her like shit, she worships them. i think it's just her insecurities.
I felt bad for her. Her own boyfriend smashed up Lamictal and put it in her Starbucks, right in front of me and Joe! I told her, she said He wouldent do that to me. He had gay sex with one of my best friends, in her own bedroom, I woke up and caught them together as they finished-- I flipped out cause two of my pals were fucking one another! I dont care if two guys want to get it on, but when one of them is dating my roommate and the other is like my brother, its not cool. Then all the condoms she found in her room...from all the dames he had over.....she just grinned like a care bear and said but he loves me. she did not even get pissed!
I just cant be pals with someone like her, I tried. Everyone tells her off when she talks about me, told her why do you do that. Maybe i should throw some Holy water on her, I pray for her. I love this person, my friend, but all the abuse she throws upon others ( her kids, now CPS has 'em), our other friend abandoned her, I am leaving her, too. I guess only time will tell wheather or not I can keep one of the few friends I have left from Childhood.
Me and my pal Jen are fighting. She treats everyone like shit, has one of her famous mood swings and then apologizes 5 minutes later.I new her for seven teen years, I've always been there for her, but I wont take verbal abuse from anyone, no matter how much I love the. On those rare occasions when I do give her a taste of her own medicene, she gets all suicidal on me. it gets old, thats why we cant be roommates. I felt sorry for her, I helped her find a plce downtown, a studio. She IM'd me the other day, said she's sorry ( like always). all the fucking Ativan, Valium, Wellbutrin, Clonapin, elavil, Lithium in the world does not make the evil go away. I know she's sick, but thats her just being a bratty only child, used to getting her way.
I'm sick of this, my friends trat me like gold and I do the same. I'd do anything in the world for those i love,but when I do things for her and it backfires in my face,she asks me for help, then spits in my face, ecerytime.
Everyone says all she does is talk about me, they say she's jealous (of what?). I don't see it that way. I seei t as she shits on those she loves, but anyone who treats her like shit, she worships them. i think it's just her insecurities.
I felt bad for her. Her own boyfriend smashed up Lamictal and put it in her Starbucks, right in front of me and Joe! I told her, she said He wouldent do that to me. He had gay sex with one of my best friends, in her own bedroom, I woke up and caught them together as they finished-- I flipped out cause two of my pals were fucking one another! I dont care if two guys want to get it on, but when one of them is dating my roommate and the other is like my brother, its not cool. Then all the condoms she found in her room...from all the dames he had over.....she just grinned like a care bear and said but he loves me. she did not even get pissed!
I just cant be pals with someone like her, I tried. Everyone tells her off when she talks about me, told her why do you do that. Maybe i should throw some Holy water on her, I pray for her. I love this person, my friend, but all the abuse she throws upon others ( her kids, now CPS has 'em), our other friend abandoned her, I am leaving her, too. I guess only time will tell wheather or not I can keep one of the few friends I have left from Childhood.