After a whole year on SG (for those who don't know, I took a break in 2009-2010 and closed my account to reopen it in january this year, thanks @rambo @missy for this), I think my self-esteem has been through a lot. SG is a wonderful website, and I absolutely love spending time here, talking with people and looking at all those beautiful ladies, seriously.
But I'm wondering if I still have my place in here. I thought things would be easier because I was an old timer, but obviously not (I even wonder if that doesnt make things even more difficult at first to be honest).
I'm not sure I have the "nerves" for this because my already low self esteem is having a hard time right now. And I know tons of hopefuls have been waiting for years before seeing their set in FP so please don't take this personally! I am highly sensitive and maybe I'm not strong enough. Who knows.
Anyway, that's just me venting because the voice inside my head is telling me out loud "you're just not *fill in the blank* enough". Or maybe I should just kick its ass?
