ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yyeeeeeeah
i don't even look forward to sleep anymore. i wish i could just fast forward past all of that rubbish and just start the next day. almost as if i'm anxious, which i don't know why because i dislike my job. it's like some kind of intuition that i have, that something positive is on the horizon. i don't know if anybody else ever has that feeling, but i do right now. i don't know, maybe i'm just fed up with trying to sleep and i've accepted that it's not going to happen...a quality 6-8 hrs of sleep.
i think my passion for life is coming back...slowly coming along
take care.
OH...one other thing
GO SUNS

i don't even look forward to sleep anymore. i wish i could just fast forward past all of that rubbish and just start the next day. almost as if i'm anxious, which i don't know why because i dislike my job. it's like some kind of intuition that i have, that something positive is on the horizon. i don't know if anybody else ever has that feeling, but i do right now. i don't know, maybe i'm just fed up with trying to sleep and i've accepted that it's not going to happen...a quality 6-8 hrs of sleep.
i think my passion for life is coming back...slowly coming along
take care.
OH...one other thing
GO SUNS

hopefully i'll get that feeling again soon, it's a nice one to have