ck

so yeah...

feeling like a blank canvas right now, waiting for some kind of internal/external inspiration.

work today, was much easier in terms of stress levels. i was still "balls to the wall" busy, but that's how i prefer it to be. i just wish i had some kind of prescription to take for when i feel like i'm going to explode into a rage or for when i feel like i'm going to have a panic attack - i experienced both of those terrible feelings yesterday. it really sucks because i'm a really laidback person and i hate feeling that way...ugh i'm starting to feel ill just reflecting on it

[anywho]

i'm looking forward to thursday, 3/10 because i get to see my friend's band(blue turtle seduction) play for the first time. they're based out of tahoe and i guess they've managed to tour around somewhat, making their way down to phx and tucson. i'm excited!

oooooooo also, jack johnson's performing on snl this weekend...gotta make a point to see that *note to chris*

well, i'm off to bed. i hope everybody is having a great week or as good as to be expected

eeeeeesh i'm delirious