summer days
are gone
too soon
you shoot the moon
and miss
completely
now you're left
to face the gloom
an empty room
that once smelled sweetly
of all the flowers you plucked
if only
you knew
the reason
why you had to each
be lonely
was it just the season?
and now the fall is here
again
you cant begin
to give in
it's...
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fuck yeah
i will be rocks,
i will be water
~-~
sitting on my ass all day really sucks.
another great thing about being in new york city will be that i cannot drive...
which will result in much less expenditure on speeding tickets!
SHIT! i assed out over four hundred dollars this month on tickets related to speeding.
DUMBASS!
let's watch citrus's transportation expense...
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i will be rocks,
i will be water
~-~
sitting on my ass all day really sucks.
another great thing about being in new york city will be that i cannot drive...
which will result in much less expenditure on speeding tickets!
SHIT! i assed out over four hundred dollars this month on tickets related to speeding.
DUMBASS!
let's watch citrus's transportation expense...
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donaldbrown:
I am so confused by your last comment in my journal. What do you mean by you 'don't know what that really means'? What's different? Your turn for what?
riottsiren:
we are in town you have my cell....right?? i will hit you will a email just to make sure. looks like lipservicejen wants to come so that would be cool. i cant WAIT!! if you call the cell my BF stef will have it so just say HI we should plan to meet around 8 ish....oh and last night they said it is not free to get in on DJ nights....so we will print off $5 off tickets for all 4 of us....it's $10 to get in.
you have my cell....right?? i will hit you will a email just to make sure. looks like lipservicejen wants to come so that would be cool. i cant WAIT!! if you call the cell my BF stef will have it so just say HI we should plan to meet around 8 ish....oh and last night they said it is not free to get in on DJ nights....so we will print off $5 off tickets for all 4 of us....it's $10 to get in.wow
The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or touched - they must be felt with the heart
~ Helen Keller
i make it harder than it has to be. is that my human condition?
it's my fucking brain that keeps me caged - that reminds me to doubt, to be careful, to be certain.
but my heart is free and flies into...
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The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or touched - they must be felt with the heart
~ Helen Keller
i make it harder than it has to be. is that my human condition?
it's my fucking brain that keeps me caged - that reminds me to doubt, to be careful, to be certain.
but my heart is free and flies into...
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dayglow:
So that means you can make it to the party?? YIPPEEEE.
zephyra:
I wanna go sit at the lake for hours.
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riottsiren:
hey girly....you have my number.....so we will plan on being at the club at 9ish...but we will be down town earlier...and will call you when we hit dallas call me if you want to....
call me if you want to....
cupofkarma:
what are you up to?? you should give me a call. 
who loves vimian?
i do.
i do.
i do.
(but i did already before he renewed my subscription)
so yeah,
this is great.
and now i can be totally more active in the body-building group! cuz i was bummed about missing out on that shit!
thought for the day:
do you find that having sex with someone changes the way you feel about them?...
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zephyra:
I think sex changes the feelings.
zephyra:
PS I'm glad you're back.
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ellebelle:
Weird. Go back one journal entry and read what I wrote in your journal.
ellebelle:
LOL reading some of your backjournals- I saw the pigtail house clothes stuff- I made myseld another HELLOKITTY SHIRT LAST night. It's the first one I've ever made myself. I bought this patch in California of HK giving the bird. It's really cute. Most people wouldn't even notice thats what she's doing. Anyway- I bought a shirt yesterday to iron/sew it onto. I wasn't sure if it was an iron on- but it worked. So I ended up not having to sew it. I bought three of these patches- so I could put one on my traveling bag and one of a plain black purse (still dont know which purse I'll use- I'll probably find a plain black purse at GoodWill.
Anyway- Sean rented FraggleRock over here. 12 episodes. He's going to rip it to the computer. You'll have to wait a couple months- but we'll send you a copy when we get back. I don't even think you can get FR over there on dvd yet. *shrugs* Seans the one that found it and got it for the kids. I was like - "CITRUS likes Fraggle Rock" He said- yeah- we'll send her a copy.
Anyway- Sean rented FraggleRock over here. 12 episodes. He's going to rip it to the computer. You'll have to wait a couple months- but we'll send you a copy when we get back. I don't even think you can get FR over there on dvd yet. *shrugs* Seans the one that found it and got it for the kids. I was like - "CITRUS likes Fraggle Rock" He said- yeah- we'll send her a copy.
learn as if you'll live forever,
live as if you'll die tomorrow
~-~
greatness
and
dammit grooverider, you sneaky little shit.
i figure you come back active as my subscription expires... and then you'll have all these cool updates and homework and everything and i will be OUT OF THE LOOP!
~!~
saturday.
rise.
dress.
water.
internet.
dogs.
pants.
alarm.
wash.
panties.
jeans.
bra.
nosering....
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live as if you'll die tomorrow
~-~
greatness
and
dammit grooverider, you sneaky little shit.
i figure you come back active as my subscription expires... and then you'll have all these cool updates and homework and everything and i will be OUT OF THE LOOP!
~!~
saturday.
rise.
dress.
water.
internet.
dogs.
pants.
alarm.
wash.
panties.
jeans.
bra.
nosering....
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bishopufb:
there's not much goign on in june.. just work.. painting.. and well..t hat's about it.. well.. there's my trip to birmham..
ellebelle:
OMG- I just bought a shirt like that- it's so weird. Because I saw a girl wearing it and I thought- damn that shirt is cute. I'd ask her where she got it but she probably bought it like 2 years ago or something. Guess what? I found it like two seconds late. Whoot. I wrote about it like 5 seconds ago in your journal. TOO FUCKING WEIRD.
Just affirmation that you are like one of the coolest chicks ever. Too weird. Too fucking weird.
Loved this journal entry!
xo
Just affirmation that you are like one of the coolest chicks ever. Too weird. Too fucking weird.
Loved this journal entry!
xo
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grooverider:
boo!
"let it be for knowledge not guilt"
~
some greatness about being alone:
if we get all silly about it, we're a threesome - me, myself, and i.
we like all of the same things and can still bitch about stuff together.
there's no real way we can lie because i see right through myself even though it sometimes irritates me.
the sex is great;...
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ellebelle:
that me myself and I shit was too funny. I just wrote a letter to a friend about some HELLA wacked out shit. I was talking about how my sister swears to gosh that I suffer from MPD.
She's named all my different personality types.
Birdy- sweet -gentle- non abbrassive- bubbly - wears her heart on her sleeve
Dianne- Completely Opposite of Birdy-girl She's quite abbrassive and she knows several fighting styles and is an excellent markmen~ she'd hold her own in any combative situation wether it be with a giant 250 lb 6 ft tall man or a chuck norris wanna be punk on the street.
Kathy- Monotone- Quiet- a bit confused- (this bitch is a total fucking downer I'm glad she doesn't rear her ugly head that much - and usually when she tries to hang around- she's not completely there anyway- so the depression is more mild. If it's full blown- It sux. She stares into space alot and apparently likes the way walls and non active tvs look as well
Ellie- Combo of all (to a degree)
n I left Natasha out- I'll have to tell you about her in Private. She's a SUPER FREAK. Absolutely not appropriate for a journal comments - even if this is SG. LOL
Anyway- I meant to back log your journal last night. I'll have it done by the time the weekend is over- wether its tonight or later this afternoon.
xoxoxoxoxo
Elle
Sean downloaded some yoga videos. I'm absolutely signing up for classes when we get back- Sean will no doubt come with me. He seems to be pretty interested in it. I'm sure it will fit into his schedule of playing BRUTAL SOCCER on Tuesday's and Layed back Gold on Fridays. He needs some balance. LMAO
Listening to Counting Crows
What are you listening to?
She's named all my different personality types.
Birdy- sweet -gentle- non abbrassive- bubbly - wears her heart on her sleeve
Dianne- Completely Opposite of Birdy-girl She's quite abbrassive and she knows several fighting styles and is an excellent markmen~ she'd hold her own in any combative situation wether it be with a giant 250 lb 6 ft tall man or a chuck norris wanna be punk on the street.
Kathy- Monotone- Quiet- a bit confused- (this bitch is a total fucking downer I'm glad she doesn't rear her ugly head that much - and usually when she tries to hang around- she's not completely there anyway- so the depression is more mild. If it's full blown- It sux. She stares into space alot and apparently likes the way walls and non active tvs look as well
Ellie- Combo of all (to a degree)
n I left Natasha out- I'll have to tell you about her in Private. She's a SUPER FREAK. Absolutely not appropriate for a journal comments - even if this is SG. LOL
Anyway- I meant to back log your journal last night. I'll have it done by the time the weekend is over- wether its tonight or later this afternoon.
xoxoxoxoxo
Elle
Sean downloaded some yoga videos. I'm absolutely signing up for classes when we get back- Sean will no doubt come with me. He seems to be pretty interested in it. I'm sure it will fit into his schedule of playing BRUTAL SOCCER on Tuesday's and Layed back Gold on Fridays. He needs some balance. LMAO
Listening to Counting Crows
What are you listening to?
ellebelle:
yeah- I can't get over how cute the profile pic is. But obviously you're an alcohalic. (totally kidding)
Just reading through some of your journal entries. Allison made you some earings? I'm gonna make you some too. I bought so many pretty beads in California. I have a huge tote full of jewlery making materials. I need to get cracking. I'll make you a necklace too.
N the thing about chucking gifts that people have given you~ just do it. Most people don't put any thought into shit they buy for you anyway.(not their fault) I know it sounds lame but I'd rather not get a present unless it's thoughful. Like one time my friend Melanie gave me some puffy Hello Kitty stickers and a Tiny HK change purse and I wanted to do naked backflips. It probably cost about 5 bucks. Whereas like Seans sisters have given me crazy ass shit like~ a brown purse for Christmas. WTF? Who does that shit? One of my BEST gal pals bought me these hell of expensive earrings~ but I don't wear flashy gold. I never wear gold. EVER. YUCK. Cards with x's and O's are so totally better than weird shit that collects dust. I try to buy gifts or make gifts for people that they will actual cherish and appreciate for years to come. But yeah- I say chuck/ or sale the stuff n don't fret about it. But take a picture of you wearing or using it first and put it in an album- so that you have proof you loved it dearly before it was stolen or accidently broken. *Wink smile*
Yeah- You know what would be good? I need a key. A list of the people you talk about in your journals so that I can picture them when I read their names. Like Jenny. Or Allison. Of course you don't really have to make me one- I'm totally not serious. I just know what you mean about wanting more information.
xo
I gotta jam- dear daughter is so pissed at me right now. She's stomping around n wearing her angry eyes. I think I've used all our computer time for the day. Hers, mine and dear sons.
OOPSIE
Just reading through some of your journal entries. Allison made you some earings? I'm gonna make you some too. I bought so many pretty beads in California. I have a huge tote full of jewlery making materials. I need to get cracking. I'll make you a necklace too.
N the thing about chucking gifts that people have given you~ just do it. Most people don't put any thought into shit they buy for you anyway.(not their fault) I know it sounds lame but I'd rather not get a present unless it's thoughful. Like one time my friend Melanie gave me some puffy Hello Kitty stickers and a Tiny HK change purse and I wanted to do naked backflips. It probably cost about 5 bucks. Whereas like Seans sisters have given me crazy ass shit like~ a brown purse for Christmas. WTF? Who does that shit? One of my BEST gal pals bought me these hell of expensive earrings~ but I don't wear flashy gold. I never wear gold. EVER. YUCK. Cards with x's and O's are so totally better than weird shit that collects dust. I try to buy gifts or make gifts for people that they will actual cherish and appreciate for years to come. But yeah- I say chuck/ or sale the stuff n don't fret about it. But take a picture of you wearing or using it first and put it in an album- so that you have proof you loved it dearly before it was stolen or accidently broken. *Wink smile*
Yeah- You know what would be good? I need a key. A list of the people you talk about in your journals so that I can picture them when I read their names. Like Jenny. Or Allison. Of course you don't really have to make me one- I'm totally not serious. I just know what you mean about wanting more information.
xo
I gotta jam- dear daughter is so pissed at me right now. She's stomping around n wearing her angry eyes. I think I've used all our computer time for the day. Hers, mine and dear sons.
OOPSIE
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ellebelle:
If you are going to be in the city by July 7th-14. Let me know.
Sean has a friend from College he can stay with up there. He'd totally come to see you- I'm sure of it. That would give his dad a chance to visit with his sister (seans aunt) on their own.
You need to send me your addy for postcards.
Love n stuff
Elle
Sean has a friend from College he can stay with up there. He'd totally come to see you- I'm sure of it. That would give his dad a chance to visit with his sister (seans aunt) on their own.
You need to send me your addy for postcards.
Love n stuff
Elle
vim:
DAMN!!....who's the sexy bitch in the pic yo?!?!
i think you are making much progress!