citrus

and so was the grapefruit.

asian?

"it makes me laugh about the way my mother is... maybe she's a monkey like me, or i am like her."

i sometimes wonder if mothers sits and think about things like this....in regards to there childern. never letting us see it...maybe they see us but they are just to scared to reflect it back?

hey baby- whats up whats up!

yeah- i just wanted to have a nice story for a change- a little mysterious, but not a thriller/sci fi/fantasy...

but there's a new entry already- very well writtren, but going back to the same place like the other stories...

am i too adult for this place?

I think I'm gonna start doing yoga too. You and Mylf are always talking about how great it makes you feel. I think I want some of those feel good endorphines flowing through my body.

Everything's pretty boring on this side of the pond as well. I've gotten all the suitcases pulled out. I'm going to pack the hell out of em. Drop a ton of shit off in the states and then I'm going to pack the smaller suitcases back into the larger ones upon returning. What happened to simplicity? right? It flew out the window.

xoxox
Elle

St. Patricks day in the states. Who'da thunk it.

i'm very proud of you.

the amount of time you put in on your morning workout is unimportant at this stage- the main thing is, of course- being there.




so- Respect!

I'm totally proud of you too. You're totally getting your shit done.
I liked the report you sent- I forgot to mention that before. There were a few things that struck me as pretty accurate but one the things I can think of off the top of my head was the part about becoming more cultured. I immediately thought of the ballet/ opera stuff.

Sweet Dreams girl.

xoxoxox
Elle

I bet my hair looks stringier than your at this exact moment.

the notion of nostaligia right now is looking at things like remembering a great book or movie. life and movies, music, whatever, they're memories all the same.

damn...i love chai.

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never got to comment on your former entry.



I have to say- there are a lot of people on this site who claim to be unique/weird/strange/special and are actually quite ordinary.



I think you're the other way around.

such sweet b-day wishes.
thanks.


Hormones~ you gotta love em.

Even this hormone that the doc had me on to keep my cervex all elastic like~ made me all weepy. It was just a lotion but it made me want to cry and cry over the dumbest shit.
It was when I had a bladder surgery about a year ago.

xoxoxo
Elle

PS- I finally went and got my hair cut- by a professional.

What's up baby

Now I can read the journal.

I find it hard not to make a funny face in a picture. In my high school class pic I got yelled at for sticking out my tongue. But I still have a funny look on my face in that picture, hah I got that counselor.

faulse alarm- It wasnt them- but maybe I should go take my bath- it's probably cold now. So- most your last entries have been faces. thats so unlike you. I did like the CIA stuff. Whoot. Theres my imput for your last few entries.



Oh yeah- and I love ya.
xoxo
EllieBellie

*runs off hella fast*
*naked*
*before her friends get back*
*trips on stairs*
*stubs toe*

Um...I didnt even notice the change. I dont pay attention to the small details of life I guess.

Why can't you make it on Saturday? We will miss you if you're not coming.

Wow...working for the CIA would be awesome.

Im so drunk I could pee!!!
So anyways, are you coming on Saturday????? I hope so. Im gonna go check the SG boards to see if you posted anything.