so,
lunch for the past four days has consisted of this "soup" i make.
it's totally lame because i don't really have anything to do with it besides opening packages and stirring (mmm, kindof reminds me of working for la madeleine) but i think it's good enough.
i found these vegan bullion cubes and so i dissolve one according to the directions and then dump a package of frozen organic veggies in there and bake it while i work. one package of veggies = two meals.
today i'm eating half a can of kidney beans with it because i had them in the cupboard and i don't like wasting things if i can avoid it. rinse them all off, sprinkle a little salt - mMMMM!
my coworkers think i'm the weirdest but i really don't find it all too odd... i mean - it's food!
you know,
soon, it will be my occupation : to think about food professionally.
i'm very excited. gimme a couple/few years and i'll have a piece of paper from a reputable establishment that proclaims that i gots' skills.
i found out today that i'm going to have to take out my 401k funds. essentially, because i hadn't been enrolled long enough and because the plan i chose was minimal (mostly because i wasn't caring too much or reading the material) i have just been saving money for a while... lucky me, it gives me more money to put aside for school and living expenses and i may choose to purchase a computer, but i have to align my priorities and get settled into a nest in new york before i teedle away anything i have to fall back on. shit's always happening. thank goodness my financial advisor is also a best friend.
i miss those girls.
my people are scattered all over - i suppose that's what happens, huh?
i described my heart and its attachments once as something like a koosh ball (but more like a balloon and tubes), the ends of strings stretched far and wide. when the wind blows it makes music and carries me away.
i'm wearing one of my favorite skirts today and a favorite pair of shoes. i wonder about wearing them in the city - doubt that's gonna be happenin' much - but i got a nice bag that will fit a comfy pair ... i might just have to get used to the flip-flop idea even though i hate that between-the-toe thing.
and, thinking about what jackie entered yesterday,
i think love isn't just about putting up with another person's shit or all the wonderful stuff you like about them,
but it's about how they put up with your shit as well and the way they make you feel.
(keeping in mind the whole "into" category)
one time, i told this guy that i have all these intense emotions for him, that i felt blindsided by them, etcetera. he responded, as well as with other things, that it is possibly because no one else has ever treated me the way he does... and i think to myself "well duh!" because sure that's part of it. but i know barely a smidge, to be real.
got to be real.
whatever, i'm rambling and i should be working even though i have fourty-five minutes left for lunch.
hey some of you,
see you tomorrow
happy thursday.
guacamole... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
lunch for the past four days has consisted of this "soup" i make.
it's totally lame because i don't really have anything to do with it besides opening packages and stirring (mmm, kindof reminds me of working for la madeleine) but i think it's good enough.
i found these vegan bullion cubes and so i dissolve one according to the directions and then dump a package of frozen organic veggies in there and bake it while i work. one package of veggies = two meals.
today i'm eating half a can of kidney beans with it because i had them in the cupboard and i don't like wasting things if i can avoid it. rinse them all off, sprinkle a little salt - mMMMM!
my coworkers think i'm the weirdest but i really don't find it all too odd... i mean - it's food!
you know,
soon, it will be my occupation : to think about food professionally.
i'm very excited. gimme a couple/few years and i'll have a piece of paper from a reputable establishment that proclaims that i gots' skills.
i found out today that i'm going to have to take out my 401k funds. essentially, because i hadn't been enrolled long enough and because the plan i chose was minimal (mostly because i wasn't caring too much or reading the material) i have just been saving money for a while... lucky me, it gives me more money to put aside for school and living expenses and i may choose to purchase a computer, but i have to align my priorities and get settled into a nest in new york before i teedle away anything i have to fall back on. shit's always happening. thank goodness my financial advisor is also a best friend.
i miss those girls.
my people are scattered all over - i suppose that's what happens, huh?
i described my heart and its attachments once as something like a koosh ball (but more like a balloon and tubes), the ends of strings stretched far and wide. when the wind blows it makes music and carries me away.
i'm wearing one of my favorite skirts today and a favorite pair of shoes. i wonder about wearing them in the city - doubt that's gonna be happenin' much - but i got a nice bag that will fit a comfy pair ... i might just have to get used to the flip-flop idea even though i hate that between-the-toe thing.
and, thinking about what jackie entered yesterday,
i think love isn't just about putting up with another person's shit or all the wonderful stuff you like about them,
but it's about how they put up with your shit as well and the way they make you feel.
(keeping in mind the whole "into" category)
one time, i told this guy that i have all these intense emotions for him, that i felt blindsided by them, etcetera. he responded, as well as with other things, that it is possibly because no one else has ever treated me the way he does... and i think to myself "well duh!" because sure that's part of it. but i know barely a smidge, to be real.
got to be real.
whatever, i'm rambling and i should be working even though i have fourty-five minutes left for lunch.
hey some of you,
see you tomorrow
happy thursday.
guacamole... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
masaba:
happy thursday to you too....i love le madeline!
dayglow:
Man, I did screw up that quote. I was kinda out of it when I wrote that jounal. Speaking of being out of it, I looked for the party favor we talked about, and I have just a tiny bit left over. I'll try to remember to bring it tomorow. See u soon.