citrus

i wrote myself a lengthy email today.

something that stood out was my expression to self that the way i'm feeling can be analogized...
that it's somewhere between being kicked while down, then kicked again and being embraced and given wings.

one fell swoop

here we go again.

weeeeeeeeee~!~


life is beautiful.


i think that instead of reading so much of other peoples' literature, so much that's on my "wish list"
i will learn a language or two.
it's an idea. there are so many of those.
but i have the one plan already.
one step at a time, and i may get so far and the path turns unexpectedly - it happens; i don't know


the classical station has great music on tonight.
the darkness will be long.



something's got to change.
when is enough enough?
sometimes i disgust myself, but i take it anyway.

everything is gonna be alright.

dance dance dance