"let it be for knowledge not guilt"
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some greatness about being alone:
if we get all silly about it, we're a threesome - me, myself, and i.
we like all of the same things and can still bitch about stuff together.
there's no real way we can lie because i see right through myself even though it sometimes irritates me.
the sex is great; we all know what me likes and i can pretty much take care of myself.
they give me space, we know when i need to be left alone, but also have a way about encouraging myself to be socially engaged.
easily amused, we're often found laughing at myself. a sense of humor is important and we know how i crack me up.
talk about happily ever after.
good stuff.
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She's named all my different personality types.
Birdy- sweet -gentle- non abbrassive- bubbly - wears her heart on her sleeve
Dianne- Completely Opposite of Birdy-girl She's quite abbrassive and she knows several fighting styles and is an excellent markmen~ she'd hold her own in any combative situation wether it be with a giant 250 lb 6 ft tall man or a chuck norris wanna be punk on the street.
Kathy- Monotone- Quiet- a bit confused- (this bitch is a total fucking downer I'm glad she doesn't rear her ugly head that much - and usually when she tries to hang around- she's not completely there anyway- so the depression is more mild. If it's full blown- It sux. She stares into space alot and apparently likes the way walls and non active tvs look as well
Ellie- Combo of all (to a degree)
n I left Natasha out- I'll have to tell you about her in Private. She's a SUPER FREAK. Absolutely not appropriate for a journal comments - even if this is SG. LOL
Anyway- I meant to back log your journal last night. I'll have it done by the time the weekend is over- wether its tonight or later this afternoon.
xoxoxoxoxo
Elle
Sean downloaded some yoga videos. I'm absolutely signing up for classes when we get back- Sean will no doubt come with me. He seems to be pretty interested in it. I'm sure it will fit into his schedule of playing BRUTAL SOCCER on Tuesday's and Layed back Gold on Fridays. He needs some balance. LMAO
Listening to Counting Crows
What are you listening to?
Just reading through some of your journal entries. Allison made you some earings? I'm gonna make you some too. I bought so many pretty beads in California. I have a huge tote full of jewlery making materials. I need to get cracking. I'll make you a necklace too.
N the thing about chucking gifts that people have given you~ just do it. Most people don't put any thought into shit they buy for you anyway.(not their fault) I know it sounds lame but I'd rather not get a present unless it's thoughful. Like one time my friend Melanie gave me some puffy Hello Kitty stickers and a Tiny HK change purse and I wanted to do naked backflips. It probably cost about 5 bucks. Whereas like Seans sisters have given me crazy ass shit like~ a brown purse for Christmas. WTF? Who does that shit? One of my BEST gal pals bought me these hell of expensive earrings~ but I don't wear flashy gold. I never wear gold. EVER. YUCK. Cards with x's and O's are so totally better than weird shit that collects dust. I try to buy gifts or make gifts for people that they will actual cherish and appreciate for years to come. But yeah- I say chuck/ or sale the stuff n don't fret about it. But take a picture of you wearing or using it first and put it in an album- so that you have proof you loved it dearly before it was stolen or accidently broken. *Wink smile*
Yeah- You know what would be good? I need a key. A list of the people you talk about in your journals so that I can picture them when I read their names. Like Jenny. Or Allison. Of course you don't really have to make me one- I'm totally not serious. I just know what you mean about wanting more information.
xo
I gotta jam- dear daughter is so pissed at me right now. She's stomping around n wearing her angry eyes. I think I've used all our computer time for the day. Hers, mine and dear sons.
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