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Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

Apr 28, 2004
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the battles inside my mind...



i must eat. it's food. it's good for my body. eat it (but be wise, dear)

i must sleep. relax, breathe deeply, designate time for your body to rest and do it. wind down. detach from what feels too real, it will all pass (and all of it will).

make a ritual of hygiene. pamper yourself, tend to the vessel, it will be gone before long. quit it with the hurtful fixations (heal, heal, heal).

work. do a good job, be your best without sacrificing (which is different from compromise). stop daydreaming; work. be occupied.

nurture your relationships. no matter where you are, be there, and be only yourself. do not assume anyone's position but your own (there is so much there).

you will get through this, but not so well if you don't take care.
you belong to your heart and to life itself.
what will you have should you waste it on this stress so negatively? you know better. make it good.
resilience, love.

have faith (everything's gonna be alright)
don't worry (it obviously makes you crazy)
be glad (every day you wake)




oh, and then it just goes whack.
you can't talk to a psycho like a normal human being (poe)

and then i try again.
WEEE!
the ride of my fucking life. push it up the hill... heavier as you go... witness from the summit reveals mountains on the horizon.


what a view
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missd:
whaddup grrrrl. Man...... from happy to loving, kisses to mad? did someone forget to take their meds today? mood swings can be a bitch!wink
How are you lady, good I hope. My poor littl head hurtz frown
Apr 28, 2004
the_baron:
Okay so I've been out of the loop.


but you're back!!! (Borrowed from zephyra)

Where'd you go? did you have a fun time there? Did you miss us? wink Are you doing better? what is the average wind velocity of an unladen swallow?
Apr 28, 2004

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