citizengeek

Oh fer &%$@ sake... so much for a real date. It was pleasant enough and I had a lovely evening, but again why must every woman who crosses my path assume that I'm looking for someone to pick up my nonexistent slack? I appreciate the thought, but when I say I have it handled I mean it. In addition I am a dad first and foremost, my ex is a deadbeat, (and don't talk to me about how unfair it is that I have to pick up the ball that she dropped/ is dropping/will continue to drop, when your a single parent you learn to juggle.) When my daughter or son needs me, I go... and woe to them that get in my way.

Deep Breath Katt..... sigh, why does it always seem to come a surprise? it's not like I'm secretive about my kids, or is it surprising that I care. How would a single mom react of I asked to meet her kids and be part of their lives, after only knowing each other for a few weeks. Damnit, this isn't going anywhere, my thoughts are red and angry. I wish I could live on a boat. I miss my Maddie.