Tuesday Jun 28, 2005

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confusion. the word of the day i guess.

wish i had the balls to say whats on my mind sometimes. never have that problem with other people? have no problem telling people to fuck off, to get the fuck out of my face. etc, etc.....

but to truly say what i feel? umm... yeah, not so good? not that i have anything bad to say. am just afraid to say it..


trust, i guess. its all i have.

that things will fall into place
that all will be well
that i wont go fucking insane before the other 2 happen................
slut_free_youth:
i know exactly how you feel about not being able to say what you truly feel. its easy to tell people to piss off and go fuck a pastry.. but in all actuality, the things i really need to say, because they will really make a difference and will actually do some good in mine or someone elses life... never seem to come out. I try to, but its just hopeless, i just seem to find some crazy little circlish way of saying something else... so it works.

smile though, or ill have to be meanand hit you or something.. k? smile

oh yeah, and since you like koontz... ... i like you. automatically.. hands down...

xox

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