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For nights in with the girlfriend, let's hear a big 'mmmmm.'
For not having to get up at 7, another giant 'mmmm.'

wtf? a profile pic that's actually of me?! Well, um...that one's for the ladies. Yup.

Oh, and watching the "Dawn of the Dead" remake the day after having a very creepy, zombie-infested dream about the apocalypse...not so good an idea. I feel all...
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pinkokitty:
well..it is for the ladies. because you, in that picture as in life, are quite the cutie.

sick fuck of a subconscious? yes. i once had a dream in which i was my father, and i was FUCKING MY MOTHER.

take that.
charlatan:
I had a comment but after reading what Pinko just revealed I completely lost what I was thinking. surreal
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Two slightly crazy party nights in a row--on weeknights. Interesting trend starting there, but then I'm not really in school right now--half-assed sorta school, yes. Anyway, I consider myself blessed to haved been a party to our own billybillybilly's first night o' drinking.

Except for the scratch I somehow managed to get on my right eyelid, everything's dandy right now.

Oh, and Wilco fucking...
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toneski:
never got into Wilco, but i guess now that i think about it, i don't think i have ever heard Wilco. hmmm.
pixie_punch:
yeah wilco!!!!
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Last night, what was supposed to be a few drinks with friends turned into a party till dawn, if four people a party makes, anyway. Now that's a college experience; perhaps if there'd been more of that over the years I wouldn't have hated the whole thing so much. Let that be a lesson, I guess. You always pay in spades for your isolationist ways....
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tailofdogma:
i finally achrieved my life's goal. Now, i'm going to get liquored up at a goodbye party with Jes because the hot waitress isn't working tonight. The perfect end to the perfect day.
steel_talons:
Good luck to ya C
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For those of you that don't yet know, St. Thomas has a little thing called J-term. It's basically a mini-semester over the course of January (normally there's no school); in order for my ass to graduate soonish (even I don't know what that means right now), I'm enrolled in J-term this year. For math. And it's 4 hours a night, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.

And...
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tailofdogma:
dogs fuck the pope, no fault of mine.
charlatan:
smile frown whatever confused love mad wink eeek shocked tongue surreal biggrin blush kiss blackeyed puke skull robot ARRR!!! EL SUICIDO LOCO oink bok miao!! ooo aaa
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If I have any one skill at all, it's getting myself into shitty situations. The one thing (and there's always something) I forgot back in Grand Forks was my cell phone charger. So now my phone's dead, has been since shortly after midnight on New Year's.

This is why I didn't want a cell phone-I knew I'd become dependent on the little parasite. And here...
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charlatan:
The reason the home charger costs more is because the car one stays in your car and everytime you take a trip the home one has to be packed. Thus making it the one more likely to be lost.

Stop thinking about disappointment, regret, and debts owed. That kind of stuff works itself out, in my opinion. It will only bring you down farther. The farther down you let yourself go, the farther it is to climb back out.

Hope to see you sometime soon. smile
daekrys:
i bet you $5 your life get's better before mine does, soon as i get out of debt and have $5 to waste. and at least you didn't drive 8 hours just so your girlfriend could dump you, and to think i gave her my TOOL hoody.
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Being away for more than a week sucks. Doesn't matter how much I love my family, I miss being home.

In other news...I may regret all this in the future. It's entirely possibly. But I really don't think I will. There's too much driving me away from her now. I used to think she was the woman I wanted to spend my life with. Now...
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charlatan:
Man, you sound kind of lost to me. Loss can throw one off of their path very easily. Don't lose your way. Keep looking at yourself from inside and out. You may not see what others see and vice versa.

I don't know if your choices are right for you or not. I'm not saying that I do. All I'm saying is make sure you have things straightened out in your head before making big decisions.

Good fortune to you. If there is anything, let me know.

[Edited on Dec 31, 2004 5:14PM]
tailofdogma:
Eels - All in a Days Work

Thats all i have to say about this matte.
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My discman is acting goofy. My stove set off the #3 fire alarm in my apartment (that's 3 of 4, only the bedroom one is left). Oh, and my face freezing into a snowy rictus every damn time I set foot outside, which I had to do because I had some incredibly overdue library material ($29.75 in overdue fees...looks like I won't be checking anything...
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parks:
I did say "happy birthday" on the day of your birth, did I mess it up by using my dad's computer?
parks:
never mind, I put it in the dec 21st journal entry
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The holiday looms; I've done absolutely nothing in preparation...combination of distraction, personal philosophy, and being broke. Mostly that. But now I'm going to have to face the cold, creepy reality of it: namely, being back in GF, ND.

Goddamn.

Also, I'll shortly be turning 22. I have no real feelings on this, other than some affection for briefly being aged to a palindrome. Wiser, but...
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tailofdogma:
fuck this soon shit. unless you're releasing an album in March of 2006 just... umm...fuck. never mind.

Meat-man... ever since my son was... never born, because I've never had consensual sex without money involved... I've always kind of looked at you as... a thing, that I could live next to... in accordance with state laws.
parks:
Happy Birthday!
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Ugh.

Nothing in particular is wrong. Except I'm hungry. And broke.

Thanks to all who graced my party on Friday. 'Twas a blast, I say.

I hate how this time of years fucks with me. Having to walk like a penguin cause the world's a damn hockey rink. When it's so cold that your eyeballs start to freeze and you can hardly see anything but...
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contrast:
lately i don't even discuss what i do for money. when people ask, i just stare back at them doe-eyed, like when rollergirl's ex-classmate recognized her as a porn star.
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1. I am never always available, and I never will be. If 8 hours is the longest one doesn't hear from me, you're the lucky one. Most people suffer days, weeks.

2. This comes down to nature. Sometimes I just need to be unreachable.

3. This has nothing to do with mourning.

4. Right now, most everything else does. But I'm doing this my way,...
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neodrunk:
teehee... good to see you and your new joint last night, bro!

thanks again. biggrin

tonguemiao!!
daekrys:
everytime we close our eyes and wish the pain away, we grow a little numb, and then the pain returns, and we numb ourselves again. but everytime we fight what we know in our hearts be the right thing to do, a bit of that numbness stays with us, and turns into a bitter acid within us. until we grow old, and the numbing doesn't work anymore, and we die unhappy shitting on our own stupidity.

i know i'm too fuckin retarded to do what i need to, but i'm at the bottom of the food chain.
if nothing else, have no fear

and steal lots of milk crates, they make awesome furniture.