Dammit.
This is one of those weird, random things I hate about college. Two weeks ago I had no interests romance-wise, and even no interest in having a relationship. Now I find myself with three romantic possibilities. Shit. It's time to screw up my courage again for the ritual I like to call I Hate Myself. Goddamn inability to be happy alone *turns to Amazon in search of a self-help book for said issue*.
Oh, and I think I neglected to mention how my friend from back home has backed out of our getting a place together dealie. Now I have to find a place for just myself (where all my efforts were towards a 2-bedroom), get stuck with a tiny, non-party friendly studio again, and live alone again. Which means I'm probably going to end up getting a cat, which in turn means that at some point in the coming months I'll be sitting on my couch, cat in lap, 12 pack of Leinie's by my side, softly weeping into my "Steppenwolf" (great book, by Hermann Hesse--read it). Fucking life.
I think I need to consult the Oracle.
This is one of those weird, random things I hate about college. Two weeks ago I had no interests romance-wise, and even no interest in having a relationship. Now I find myself with three romantic possibilities. Shit. It's time to screw up my courage again for the ritual I like to call I Hate Myself. Goddamn inability to be happy alone *turns to Amazon in search of a self-help book for said issue*.
Oh, and I think I neglected to mention how my friend from back home has backed out of our getting a place together dealie. Now I have to find a place for just myself (where all my efforts were towards a 2-bedroom), get stuck with a tiny, non-party friendly studio again, and live alone again. Which means I'm probably going to end up getting a cat, which in turn means that at some point in the coming months I'll be sitting on my couch, cat in lap, 12 pack of Leinie's by my side, softly weeping into my "Steppenwolf" (great book, by Hermann Hesse--read it). Fucking life.
I think I need to consult the Oracle.
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I've experienced the multiple interests before, and it's never lasted long, unfortunately (the ego boost is great though, eh?). Usually, there is only one that stands out, but there isn't anything wrong with dating more than one, if they know whats going on.
So, can you tell us what college you're at? I'm at the U of "F'N" M, finishing this Spring.
Good luck sir!
Last thought: maybe all 3 interests are into "menage quatre"