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Am I glad that Valentines Day is over! That has to be the suckiest holiday ever. I hate the ads that make you feel like a piece of crap if you do not have someone throwing diamonds and candy and flowers and whatever else they think you should have. My hubby and I have never really celebrated to much. He ususally gets me the standard...
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y:
Well, you're welcome!

Nobody forced you to face the fearsome penii biggrin lol I'm seriously fascinated that they can get that big - who knew!!!??? The internet is nothing if not an education.
y:
I'm terrible at touching and hugging and stuff - I'm quite reserved, even cold, maybe. But that's probably partly because I never get touched or hugged myself frown

Definitely need some TLC in my life.
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I am just plugging along at my boring job. It is killing me!! Worse part they have all decided I should learn to do taxes. That is really funny!! I don;t think there could be a more boring job!!)
Trying to hold things together at home. As always Hubby and I are at odds.
Hoping somehow to stay together. You would think I would learn,...
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silveronthetree:
I`m glad therapy is good for you smile
silveronthetree:
You have a sister?

Do you know of a local hippy commune?

When you find out I`ll meet you there wink
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You are right, I did want that attention from my uncle. He was the only one giving me anything at the time. So sure I was going to take it good or bad. My parents, for their own reasons were never able to give me the right kind of love. If that makes sense. They loved me, just not in the way I needed. My...
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y:
I only wish I knew where the mosiac is - the site I found the picture on didn't say.

That Silvery and his willy - he's incorrigible! biggrin
silveronthetree:
I knew you`d led me into that onewink

kiss
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I was really pressed for time this morning so I didn't get to post everything I had to say.

I wanted to say something about the idea of having different I's. It was very interesting to me because I seem to have many. I am different in every situation with every person I know. How do you know which one is the "right" one. I...
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hood:
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silveronthetree:
Hello darling.

I`m glad you decided to talk on here. You know you can mail me any time ok.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


First thing, the I`s. Don`t take things too literally with that. Its someones`s thought, someone`s idea about how things are. Its got truth in it, but it isn`t the TRUTH.

Sometimes you do need to play a role, at work, or dealing with certain things.

There are so many issues concerning your Uncle. I think that is the hardest thing for you to come to terms with and `stones` are the wrong food.

I`m going out on a limb here, but I guess the hardest thing to come to terms with is that somewhere in you you know you might have wanted that attention from your Uncle. We all want attention to some degree. But you must forgive yourself, because you were a child, and manipulated by someone that was in a position of trust.

I hope I haven`t got that completely wrong and offended you.

It helps to sit quietly and feel yourself with your mind. There is a core to you that has all the answers, you just need to quietly listen to it. There are no thoughts in that place, just knowing.

You can`t be liked by everybody so stop trying. You are you and you`re beautiful, inside and out. Try your friends out with some of your differences, pick your moment and let them know. If they are not intrested then find others that are. You can`t relate to someone on all levels if they are closed to what you are trying to say. Try to pick moments that they are open. Try listening to them too.



I`m sending you a big cuddle.

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The new job sucks! I definetly am not the type to sit and answer the phone all day. I am used to things a bit more hectic and crazy. But it will help the financial situation so .... and it is only temporary just until April. Funny thing about this job I have a thing about calling people I do not know. It is some...
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hood:
well I guess it's one way to beat your phobia, but I know what you mean about calling people I don't much like it, I don't even call my friends that often and when I do its normally only for a couple of seconds lol surreal
y:
Heh. I'm Godawful on the phone, even with family and old friends.

The tinker is amazing, isn't he? Intensely masculine. I think if I were a woman I'd be grovelling at his feet or hanging onto him like a limpet. I didn't take the picture; I'm not even sure when it was taken. He appears, bizarrely, to be wearing sneakers though, so it must be fairly recent.

Peace.
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I am writing today because I am disgusted with the whole housewife ideal!!
Why is it that because I stay home and do not work that I am expected by everyone
to have a spotless home? Why should I be expected to run a flawless household?
I am not the maid type. I hate it when anyone EXPECTS me to do anything. After 17 years...
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hood:
Aww that's so cute but its a shame that the school wont let her, I always thought that if schools and stuff allowed the show of individuality and creativity at an early age then kids today would grow up a little more rounded, but no they only seem to want to stamp authority on to them, I remember when I was in high school I got suspended for two week in my last year because I started to grow a goatee, I mean how fucked up is that surreal
silveronthetree:
You love techno? really?

Wow you suprised me.

Dance on smile
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Unfortunetly I haven't started my new job yet. I went Monday for training and after that I expected I would start Tuesday. No, not until sometime next week. That is really frustrating becasue I hate to wait for anything. I told my hubby this morning I am about ready to change my mind. But he said no I couldn't do that. We do need the...
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silveronthetree:
Good. i`m glad that you can see how you`ve improved.

It warms my heart.

Best of luck next week then
y:
I'm the same with my Grandad - I never bothered to go and see him when he was alive and yet there's probably no-one in my family I would've gotten on better with or learned more from.

Glad you're feeling ok despite everything.
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Well after a year of staying home with the baby I am finally going back to work. I am getting out the retail nightmare though! I will be working as a receptionist in a tax office. Never done that before, but I am sure that I will do OK. Regardless of what my former employer says I do have a brain and I do know...
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silveronthetree:
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silveronthetree:
Thank you mate.

How`s the job? You started yet?
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I didn't realize that so much time had passed by since my last post. I have been so busy with things around here for Christmas! Thank you Silvery so much you are really a great friend!! I just noticed that you posted my pictures of Oak Alley on your page. I am honored to have them next to yours.

I am happy to say that...
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silveronthetree:
good attitude mate, and you are welcome.

Thanks for your kind words and encouragement smile