I'm bored!!!
Nothing is very interesting right now. I hate when I feel this way. I know if I do not stop this way of feeling then it will lead to more boredom and eventually I will find myself asleep in my bed alone. Depression will soon follow. Along with its usual friends, self hate and pain and loathing, and pretty much disliking any and everything in or about my life. It is just going to be me and my girls tonight, as my husband had left to go to the football game with his friends. Not that I really mind him going he deserves to have a night out and let loose. Probably best when I am in this kind of mood anyway. We would just argue and it would not end any better. I would stll end up in bed alone. I have a ton of worl to do. I really need to do some paperwork and get some financial things settled, but that would make me feel even worse. When I realize that i am still broke, and still have to stretch that last dollar. I have quilts that need to be finished. That can ususally save me from this mood, but don't think it will happen tonight.
I always feel like there should be more in my life. That I should be happier. And some days I do think I am making progress and learning to live in the present and not the past. Then along come these days and knock me back a few feet.
Nothing is very interesting right now. I hate when I feel this way. I know if I do not stop this way of feeling then it will lead to more boredom and eventually I will find myself asleep in my bed alone. Depression will soon follow. Along with its usual friends, self hate and pain and loathing, and pretty much disliking any and everything in or about my life. It is just going to be me and my girls tonight, as my husband had left to go to the football game with his friends. Not that I really mind him going he deserves to have a night out and let loose. Probably best when I am in this kind of mood anyway. We would just argue and it would not end any better. I would stll end up in bed alone. I have a ton of worl to do. I really need to do some paperwork and get some financial things settled, but that would make me feel even worse. When I realize that i am still broke, and still have to stretch that last dollar. I have quilts that need to be finished. That can ususally save me from this mood, but don't think it will happen tonight.
I always feel like there should be more in my life. That I should be happier. And some days I do think I am making progress and learning to live in the present and not the past. Then along come these days and knock me back a few feet.
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I'm sorry that things are low for you though, but a VW van or camper would deffinatly help that
dont worry if you cant think of a name right away there is still plenty of time before the end of the compertition
keep safe sweetie
yeah a village life is much nicer, i hate having to live imn a city, in a village everyone kind knows each other as its such a small place and you dont get the noise and stuff that you get in a town or city, the down side is that you need a car to do anything as everythings miles away and you need to think ahead as just popping out for something isnt as easy, oh and most take aways wont diliver to you but hay i can live with that