Well two weeks into the new and improved me, and it seems i am here for awhile. Things are getting back on track with the hubby, and moving smoothly with the little ones. So I have to say I am blessed. I've really started feeling better after I made the realization that I was only hurting myself looking for what was in front of me...
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Thursday was my birthday. Happy 36th. Wow! Doesn't really feel like it. Memories are starting to have memories now. I can remember remembering things. Weird! hardest part is seeing my 12 year old girl start growing up and it feels just like yesterday I was doing the same things. Time is amazing.
I feel like I have returned to myself from a very long and...
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I feel like I have returned to myself from a very long and...
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silveronthetree:
Very happy for you sweetie.
And Happy Birthday!
And Happy Birthday!
Too all of my freinds here,
Thank you very much for your freindship and support. You all have been a very inspiring groop of people, and i have learned a lot from being here. Unfortunetly I will be leaving for personal reasons. Ii will miss you guys.
Thank you for all of your freindship, support, and inspiration.
I can be reached at chrissyg1990@yahoo.com
chryssi
Thank you very much for your freindship and support. You all have been a very inspiring groop of people, and i have learned a lot from being here. Unfortunetly I will be leaving for personal reasons. Ii will miss you guys.
Thank you for all of your freindship, support, and inspiration.
I can be reached at chrissyg1990@yahoo.com
chryssi
silveronthetree:
All the best mate!
vuokko:
Take care! Bye!
I really enjoy reading everyone's blogs. I guess because I would like to be a fly on the wall, and this gives me something close. I enjoy learning from some who I think are way more intelligent and spiritual. Some guys on here, you know who you are, have helped me to see things differently. I appreciate your comments and suggestions to help me along...
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How do you know when you are on the road you should be on? This is always a troubling question for me. Ever since childhood I feel like I've just been wandering through life, with no solid goals. I have trouble accepting my life as a wife and a mother. One day I'll be completely satisfied and the next day not. Somedays I am so...
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zitterbewegung:
when I am like that I try to write myself out of it anyways. Writing usually helps me in any type of mood.
when I am like that I try to write myself out of it anyways. Writing usually helps me in any type of mood.
chryssi:
Thanks, you're right it does help. Thanks for listening.
Oh it is already the 1st of August. Two weeks till school starts. Then peace.
Having a difficult time this week. Hubby is on vacation and was supposed to remodel
the bathroom, right? Well as usual we mismanaged and ran out of funds. So that really sucks.
Now I have a half started project. So now I have to wait longer for my whirlpool tub....
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Having a difficult time this week. Hubby is on vacation and was supposed to remodel
the bathroom, right? Well as usual we mismanaged and ran out of funds. So that really sucks.
Now I have a half started project. So now I have to wait longer for my whirlpool tub....
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chryssi:
Thanks for the advice. I always need to know different sides.
Chryssi
Chryssi
silveronthetree:
thanks for the lovely message mate 
I hope the holiday goes good
On the pictures thing, just take loads of them and there are bound to be a few good shots
Keep well, send you some love
I hope the holiday goes good
On the pictures thing, just take loads of them and there are bound to be a few good shots
Keep well, send you some love
My aunt is having her brain surgery tomorrow. She has an anuerysm (spelling) behind her optical nerve. She is in Ft Smith AK with a very good surgeon. We are all extremly worried like any family would be. She is only 53 years old. She's always been one of my favorite aunts, and she is very special to me. The doctors say that the sucess...
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silveronthetree:
Oh mate my heart goes out to you on both levels, your Aunt and recovering city.
It was so disgusting at the time to see how people were treated.
Best of luchk to your aunty.
Take Care
And i will pass on the message
It was so disgusting at the time to see how people were treated.
Best of luchk to your aunty.
Take Care
And i will pass on the message
rowanmayfair:
Your aunt will be in my thoughts tomorrow, I sincerely hope all goes well. I feel for you & your family, I'm ashamed to say it, but I didnt realize people were still hurting so badly from the disaster. That's a sin & nothing less. I don't understand how this govt. spends our tax dollars rebuilding foreign countries when we have people in such dire straights at home. It never ceases to amaze me. It's very sad.
Well I had an exciting thing happen for me today. I received my official paper's for my company I started. I am now an official buisness owner. Yeah for me. If anyone knew how long it took for me to be able to get even that much accomplished would be proud. I am. Now I have to get busy working on some stuff. I am...
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billyfivecrows:
Awesome!
Quilts and do-it-yourself quilts online... what a great idea! I'm looking forward to seeing your work.
Quilts and do-it-yourself quilts online... what a great idea! I'm looking forward to seeing your work.
Sometimes we get caught up in who we think other people want us to be that we lose sight of ourself. That's what has happened to me. I am know ready to learn to make myself happy also.
Yep. Aint it the truth. I hope I've been able to help in some way. You're helping me learn about myself as well.
I look back on where I was 4 or 5 years ago, and I see how blessed I am to have such a wonderful life.
I deserve it, and so do you. 
Y'all have fun re-doing the bathroom. See ya when ya get back.
b.
rowanmayfair:
How wonderful & exciting, you should be proud of yourself. It really must feel great to be your own boss. I wish you the best of luck & much success. And good luck with the bathroom too, a girls gotta have a pretty bathroom. xoxo
How do you stop procrasinating? I can't seem to get myself motivated to do anything. I' m not depressed, and my ADD is undercontrol so am I just lazy or what? When I was working fulltime then I knew I had to get up and get going. Now that I am staying home I'm tryig to get my own businss off the ground and I...
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chryssi:
Thanks for the encouragement. I really did need i.
I am just now reading a book that echoed everything you just said.
Hopefully in time I can conquer the chaos in my head
and finally let out the creative animal inside.
Book is "When things Fall Apart Heart Advice for Difficult Times"
author Pema Chodren
I am just now reading a book that echoed everything you just said.
Hopefully in time I can conquer the chaos in my head
and finally let out the creative animal inside.
Book is "When things Fall Apart Heart Advice for Difficult Times"
author Pema Chodren
silveronthetree:
Glad my poem meant something to you
Listen to Billy, he makes good sense.
Glad the uncle situation is finally having a better resolution. it was very brave of you to confront him in the first place. This sort of thing festers and is hardly dealt with. So well done.
I think these feelings you have for this other guy are complicated. My initial reaction is to say the feelings are false. Perhaps born of a feeling of being trapped. Maybe he represents freedom to you?
Or perhaps you recognise something in him, maybe from a past life. Who knows?
I`d like to hear more about that situation if you are willing.
Anyway keep well and thanks for the message
Listen to Billy, he makes good sense.
Glad the uncle situation is finally having a better resolution. it was very brave of you to confront him in the first place. This sort of thing festers and is hardly dealt with. So well done.
I think these feelings you have for this other guy are complicated. My initial reaction is to say the feelings are false. Perhaps born of a feeling of being trapped. Maybe he represents freedom to you?
Or perhaps you recognise something in him, maybe from a past life. Who knows?
I`d like to hear more about that situation if you are willing.
Anyway keep well and thanks for the message
Just found out that my grandmother's luekemia is worse than thought. She is coming back to us so she can get the care she needs. She has to have radical Chemo, and i'm afraid of losing her. We just lost my husband's grandmother about a month ago to Alzheimers. I was a very difficult desease to watch. I would like to join more groups so...
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I have a magnolia tree in my garden
1200 year old trees just boggle the mind
So glad things are going smoothly.
Peace and love
b.