christopher

It's not that I don't love you and dream about you. It's that I can't remember what it was like to be lonely. As much as it hurts me, I still feel like I need to feel that.

It's not so much that I want to go, or stay while you go. And it's not the way that you are. In fact, the way that you are makes me giddy...

But I'm so tired of giving all and losing everything.