Life is bullshit right now. At a time when I'm getting many positive things done with my art and music, what little family I have and friendships are crashing into oblivion. If the two were related, it would make more sense. I suppose I would be lying to myself is I said I wasn't responsible for what's happening around me. I also understand that nobody is going to be here to hold my hand and guide me through this troubling time in my life.
During times of stability I feel restlessness. Now during a time of turmoil I feel calm. I'm at peace with chaos. I'm at peace with taking life's blows. I'm an atheist and I feel at peace with hell. I'm not hopeful these days. The unknown future has more in store for me, I can feel it. The only thing to rely upon is inner strength from surviving past tidal waves.
My lack of faith in god doesn't mean I don't have faith in myself. The important thing is to have some hope to keep you moving. I believe I will survive this.
Just have to sort some things out.
In the meantime. Coby had a fun first birthday!
During times of stability I feel restlessness. Now during a time of turmoil I feel calm. I'm at peace with chaos. I'm at peace with taking life's blows. I'm an atheist and I feel at peace with hell. I'm not hopeful these days. The unknown future has more in store for me, I can feel it. The only thing to rely upon is inner strength from surviving past tidal waves.
My lack of faith in god doesn't mean I don't have faith in myself. The important thing is to have some hope to keep you moving. I believe I will survive this.
Just have to sort some things out.
In the meantime. Coby had a fun first birthday!
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At any rate, is Coby your son or just a relative? If he's your son, congrats, I have one of those as well. His photo is in my attachments folder.