The ass-grabber ghost has struck again!
(For those who don't know what I'm talking about, see yesterday's journal).
I had the worst headache of my entire life today. It actually started last night, and progressed through the night (which made me unable to sleep because it hurt so bad) and went on through the day. Subsequently, my Tuesday was really lame and nothing was accomplished. I didn't even work out cause my head hurt so much.
I really hate being unemployed. Especially in the summer. At least during the school year I have class to (somewhat) look forward to. Now, all I do is sit around, fuck with the computer and watch lame-ass TV until my boyfriend gets off work so I can hang out with him.
At least I'm not spending money or anything- but the boredom is driving me insane. If I had $$$ at least I could drive around- the beach, bookstore, wherever. There really aren't many things to do in the OC when you're broke.
Well, the new JANE magazine came out today so that will provide some entertainment, at least for 45 minutes ot so.
The makeup academy hasn't called yet and I'm feeling mighty discouraged as each day passes by. I'm at the point where I'll take some low-paying job that is flexible and that is laid-back, like Evan's job at the pizza place.
But, as the same time, I've been unemployed for only 4 days! Hahaha...it seems like forever.
I envy all of you and your jobs and your useful existence. Unlike me, who is basically just wasting space for the time being.
I need some meaning and excitement in my life.
But, hopefully, this too shall pass.
(For those who don't know what I'm talking about, see yesterday's journal).
I had the worst headache of my entire life today. It actually started last night, and progressed through the night (which made me unable to sleep because it hurt so bad) and went on through the day. Subsequently, my Tuesday was really lame and nothing was accomplished. I didn't even work out cause my head hurt so much.
I really hate being unemployed. Especially in the summer. At least during the school year I have class to (somewhat) look forward to. Now, all I do is sit around, fuck with the computer and watch lame-ass TV until my boyfriend gets off work so I can hang out with him.
At least I'm not spending money or anything- but the boredom is driving me insane. If I had $$$ at least I could drive around- the beach, bookstore, wherever. There really aren't many things to do in the OC when you're broke.
Well, the new JANE magazine came out today so that will provide some entertainment, at least for 45 minutes ot so.
The makeup academy hasn't called yet and I'm feeling mighty discouraged as each day passes by. I'm at the point where I'll take some low-paying job that is flexible and that is laid-back, like Evan's job at the pizza place.
But, as the same time, I've been unemployed for only 4 days! Hahaha...it seems like forever.
I envy all of you and your jobs and your useful existence. Unlike me, who is basically just wasting space for the time being.
I need some meaning and excitement in my life.
But, hopefully, this too shall pass.
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calgoth:
i hate sitting around during the day- i did that alot last year between jobs- it drives u crazy, doesn't it?
cynicminded:
this ass grabbing ghost intrigues me. it is possible (and extremely likely) that it is not a ghost you're dealing with, but a person from a different dimension who has found a way to gain spectral entry into our own. This is probably some techno geek who gets his jollies off of groping your sexy body. sweet dreams.