When I got home from San Diego there was a giant pool in my back yard. This means that Trixie and I will soon be in it in bikinis, drinking beer. Should I take photos??! 
If I wrote about this last weekend it would be pages long... And I don't know what to say. It was maddening, sexy, frustrating, beautiful, annoying, incredible...
I'm always so fucking cryptic in my entries and I don't wanna be right now. So I'll lay it all out:
I have a boyfriend.
He's amazing.
He lives 500 miles away.
It's breaking my fucking heart.
I'm tired of airports and I'm tired of missing him and I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of all the leaving. I want to be in the same area code, I want to be able to run to him if I have a bad day but all I get is a voice on the phone and it kills me.
So that is what I am thinking about today and that is why my pillows have tear stains.
If I wrote about this last weekend it would be pages long... And I don't know what to say. It was maddening, sexy, frustrating, beautiful, annoying, incredible...
I'm always so fucking cryptic in my entries and I don't wanna be right now. So I'll lay it all out:
I have a boyfriend.
He's amazing.
He lives 500 miles away.
It's breaking my fucking heart.
I'm tired of airports and I'm tired of missing him and I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of all the leaving. I want to be in the same area code, I want to be able to run to him if I have a bad day but all I get is a voice on the phone and it kills me.
So that is what I am thinking about today and that is why my pillows have tear stains.
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gay town...its cool
yea, email me when you get into town, if im here,
well meet up!!