chipawah

Like oh my god! I'm so in the mood to rap or sing or rhyme somthing today.. I know it sounds folish, but I get like that sometimes.. If I could sing I would.. I'd really like to do some Blues.. However I'm too happy of a person. Or bitchy on the other extreme. So, I really have nothing to be emotional about. Ah well.. I can't even keep a drum beat going longer then a minute anyways.. I should get back into playing around with rave music again. I have a good ear, just lack the motovation. It's a Muse thing.. I help out so many people reach into the reseses of their minds and pull out that imagination needed to succed. I can write when I want, but even that leds to dead ends. It all comes back to that lazy part. Though I've been giving it some thought and maybe, it's cause I can do these things that makes me not want to do them. I've always been like that. Even in sports. When I reach the top I walk away. I'm modest and rather slam happy about myself. People mistake it for low esteem. Well, if they knew me. They'd know.. I'm far from that. If anything.. I can be overly bouncy. Though I do control myself much better as the age thing creeps along. That and i just don't want to get into trouble anymore, ya know?

I think I'll go back to slurping random people.. It's a freak factor that's always fun.. And, just to see their faces when I stick out my tongue. I know what's in their heads as those eyes dart from that pink serpent to the area of my pants. Well, little wet woman. Just keep on dreaming. Cause, I'm a stubborn man!

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