chino_4q

I don't know what i'm reaching at here.
I'm hoping it's something good.
Something momentous
I jumped out of a plane, tandem.
anti-climactic

Changing career, finishing school, going to barcelona, finally recording an E.P.
Don' know what to expect.



"If you're in a rut,
you gotta get out of it"
- The Ruts -

The next few weeks seem very eventful.
I will be:

1. Jumping out of a plane : Done
2. Recording an E.P.
3. Quiting my Job
4. Going to Barcelona

1. Wow! that was intense. If you're ever on the freeway and doing 120 mph and decide to stick your head out the window, realize how hard it is to breathe.
Now, imagine jumping out...
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I don't know what it is about being transient that invigorates me so much. I know i can't be alone here.

It's like when i used to get suspended or sent home from school. THose were the happiest fuckin' times of my life. The streets were dead because everybody was either at school or at work. The sun seemed to be shinning directly overhead and...
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A little girl is holding the door for me as I turn to enter my tenament. I say thank you and she looks at me rather frettfully. I couldn't tell if she was entering or leaving.

she asks me if i lived on the right side of the building. I tell her no, i live on the left. She says "oh." and appears even more...
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Why do co-workers feel the need to test boundaries. Is it a genetic remnant of the dominant male monkey gene?

They try getting into a pissing contest with me, I cut them down to size, then i feel bad. I have a knack for cutting straight to the bone if you bug me. I don't have the mid-range normal people have. I go from 1...
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i was wearing my SG hoody and my friend looks over at me and asks,
"What does SG stand for?"

I knew that schoolyard tone in his voice, so i decided to beat him to the punch.
"It stands for Suck Gonads" i said.

He looks at me and smiles, "I thought it stood for Super Gay."

damn pink lettering!

Point. Match. his.

I missed Morissey and the Weirdos!

"Ask me why and I'll spit in your eyes"



"The racket and the din Rumbles from within
Reverberatin' out That's what it's all about"

...respectively.

I guess when you grow up poor ("send money to the children" poor) it becomes important to have stuff when you're older.
I guess that is why every room in the apartment had unnecessary amounts of furniture growing up; you couldn't find a bare wall in our home.

So i guess it is only a natural reaction that i have become a fierce minimalist. I...
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I've plateaued (spelling?). I've been drinking more and more and having less and less of a hang over every morning after.

Not depressive drinking but social, festive even. Fun.

It just becomes kind of creepy when you push certain limits. it's like "hey, Is this a boundary i should be crossing?". I come from a long line of alcohol enthusiasts. I would say alcoholics but...
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no, no, no, no,
I wasn't even starring in your general direction. my Heiniken is getting warm.
I felt your hungry eyes on me, some how I can't seem to wipe the designation of "Herb" from off my forhead.

I confirmed my suspicion by observing you peripherally. I see everything peripherally nowadays.

She's not getting it. And it is getting harder to ignore the purposeful...
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You're told your whole life to never put your finger into your eye, and then there are contact lenses.

it's kinda like being told you shouldn't sit too close to the T.V., meanwhile what am i basically doing staring at this monitor...

I stray...

I'm shoving transparent crap into my eye! She Tells me, "Don't Blink".
Don't Blink?!
How about I come at you three...
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