So yeah, I ended up deciding on a modified version of my last entry. I'm dropping 3 classes and staying in my Adolescent Psych class because I love it and I'm getting an A in it. And I can handle one class right now, just not 4. I'm so tired and out of sorts, I just need a break. And I think I'm entitled to one. I'm not going to graduate on time, and that's okay. I'm going to sleep at home 5 nights a week and up here 2 nights a week and I'm going to modify my work schedule to comply and what not. I'll still be a student, but I'll be home with my family. I'll still work, but I can relax too. And I can still see my friends at school. It's a win-win situation basically. Then this summer I'm taking summer classes and living with one of my roommates now. So that will be awesome. I just need a fresh start. And then in August I'm going to the caribbean and that's gonna be all sorts of great. I can't say that part of me doesn't feel like a slacker for cutting my courseload so much. But Jesus Christ, I just lost my mother and my boyfriend of almost a year and a half. I need to heal from both. I need to do what's best for me. If anyone has a problem with it, they can lick my left tit
Much thanks to all of you awesome SG people for bein here for me. I was gonna cancel my account for money reasons, and other reasons...and then I was like "fuck that, these people rock." So I'm stayin Tomorrow night I go home to my grandma and my fat-ass cat. And I'm smiling from ear to ear just thinking about it. I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy! I'm still afraid I'll be alone forever but I guess that fear will work itself out in time. I'm gonna kick this world's ass.
Mmmmmmeh!
More later suckers
Much thanks to all of you awesome SG people for bein here for me. I was gonna cancel my account for money reasons, and other reasons...and then I was like "fuck that, these people rock." So I'm stayin Tomorrow night I go home to my grandma and my fat-ass cat. And I'm smiling from ear to ear just thinking about it. I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy! I'm still afraid I'll be alone forever but I guess that fear will work itself out in time. I'm gonna kick this world's ass.
Mmmmmmeh!
More later suckers
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datewitha38:
I'm glad you're staying too. Both on the site and school, even if it's one class.
_bossanova_:
Hi sweetie! Hope you're doing well-just wanted to say hello.