chichicat

i suuuuuuck. really, i do. that thing i said, about how my procrastination was gonna bite me in the ass...well it did today. and i got really upset with everyone that crossed my path, like it was their fault and not my own. but the truth is, i'm just jealous of everyone else. i'm jealous of everyone that's so put together, that can separate work and play, that can focus on the present and not the past, and doesn't obsess over every fucking minute detail. i can't keep having days like this. soooo, something's gotta change...and it's gotta be me. i'm gettin my ears stretched to a 6 this weekend, woot. and monday eric and i are seeing "the passion of christ." should be good times. and i can't forget friday night's sex toy party. guess that's all for now. anyone heard the new liars? i saw them recently and they played all new stuff and i was a little disappointed, i like "they threw us all in a trench..." better. but i want to know if the new one deserves a second chance. okay, more later.

[*sniff sniff* i love you more than diet pepsi. really.
you know who you are.]