Well I got it. And I dont know what to do with it. My sister woke me up at about 9am Monday, handed me a large envelope and said "merry christmas". When I opened it and saw the amount on the check...I cried. I dont deserve anything from my grandpa. I havent seen him since I was like 7-8 years old. They gave us a copy of his Trust for the house...he added my mom, sister and I not even a year after my father had pased. I dont know...I guess im still in shock. Im saving most of it. Putting it in a CD of some kind which I can touch for at least 5 years or so...Just dont think I should have gotten anything, at least not this much. Its weird seeing my account balance at anything higher than $300.
So my friend keeps telling me that our friends site is up...and that she was there a few days ago. I CANT FUCKING FIND THE GOD DAMN SITE!! AND ITS FUCKING WITH ME!!. Ive asked this before...but im gonna ask it again, if anyones a wize or something at searching for things online..please please please help me!!! Their called After The Fall. Theyre from Pensacola, Fl...not Austrillia. Josh...he plays the bass. Ive searched for all different words, and spellings and .nets and I cant find shit!!! God damn interent....god damn people.
I wanna get married here one day.
See here:::::
And here::::::
And here:::::
At the lovely Mary Star of the Sea Parish in San Pedro. Grew up going there and although it scared the shit outta me when I was small (still does, did you see that huge in your face crusifix?) its fucking beautiful. 'Cept...I dont wanna do all the marriage counceling stuff and hoopla that you have to do before a Catholic wedding.
Oh yeah...and my dress is coming from
Randy F. Its the beautiful full gold bow and trim dress. So Im a girl....get over it!
Most of us have this picked out by this time...and some much younger. 
Be affraid...be very affraid.
Its cold, and my hands are numb.
I wanna go shopping, but I dont wanna spend any money.
3 more gifts and im DONE with Christmas shopping!!! Fuck yeah.
Must remember to dye hair soon....brown roots dont match with black hair. Icky.
Havent drinken in a few weeks....whats wrong with me?
-Chi
So my friend keeps telling me that our friends site is up...and that she was there a few days ago. I CANT FUCKING FIND THE GOD DAMN SITE!! AND ITS FUCKING WITH ME!!. Ive asked this before...but im gonna ask it again, if anyones a wize or something at searching for things online..please please please help me!!! Their called After The Fall. Theyre from Pensacola, Fl...not Austrillia. Josh...he plays the bass. Ive searched for all different words, and spellings and .nets and I cant find shit!!! God damn interent....god damn people.
I wanna get married here one day.
See here:::::
And here::::::
And here:::::
At the lovely Mary Star of the Sea Parish in San Pedro. Grew up going there and although it scared the shit outta me when I was small (still does, did you see that huge in your face crusifix?) its fucking beautiful. 'Cept...I dont wanna do all the marriage counceling stuff and hoopla that you have to do before a Catholic wedding.
Oh yeah...and my dress is coming from
Randy F. Its the beautiful full gold bow and trim dress. So Im a girl....get over it!
Most of us have this picked out by this time...and some much younger. Be affraid...be very affraid.
Its cold, and my hands are numb.
I wanna go shopping, but I dont wanna spend any money.
3 more gifts and im DONE with Christmas shopping!!! Fuck yeah.
Must remember to dye hair soon....brown roots dont match with black hair. Icky.
Havent drinken in a few weeks....whats wrong with me?
-Chi
klonopin_chugger:
hmmm well i've picked out my tuxedo ,is that so weird?