chi

No baby today...

Got a responce back from him..as I messaged him in a drunken stuper last night. suprise suprise. im dont plan on responding back. only going to make things harder for me and make me realize that ive changed nothing in my life since that time.

i need to fucking sleep. its 1am and i have to be up by 9 tomorrow for work. i need at last 9 hours to feel alert, and now i know thats not happening.

spoke with my jessica today. first time since candaces baby shower. we used to be tight. now, im lucky if we talk once a month. thats sad.

i think with my next paycheck i will make that appointment for driving lessons. but thens theres still the issue with a car for my dmv test....nvm, dougs car is an automatic. phew....

have to go shopping for collared shirts now too. fuckers. salavation army, here i come! i love that fucking place.

i want someone to sleep with again. its always so nice to wake up from a bad dream (which i have often) to a warm cuddley body next to you. or go to bed laying on his chest.

did everyone see the drawing prendick did for me?

nite nite.

-Chi